We can justify anything to ourselves. It’s a really horrible human trait that we have; to make things that should be intolerable ok.
I should quit….
I should start……
I’d like to………
I am trying to…..
And other such stupidities…..
Discourse upon discourse. Words to mask the illusions we live by. I am so sick of it.
Do it or don’t do it, but own it and stop making fucking excuses. In fact don’t even talk about it ever again. Let your actions speak for themselves.
Period. End of story.
Enough with the lies and delusion. No one cares to hear it. No one wants to know the what, why, when’s that you use to fool yourself.
Own your own melodrama and your own shit. No justifications, no ideals of being someone you aren’t, or more that you are, accept what is present here and now and stop the insanity of trying to fit into a mold you weren’t meant to be in. Like it or not reality is indeed still reality. And facing it head on, owning it and deciding what that entails isn’t a conversation, it’s an action.
Shit or get off the pot. No one wants to hear about the nuances of it, not even me…. not even me.