Jack told me that girls don’t always want men to solve their problems. It’s true but for a split second the thought of being rescued from this little less I’ve dug myself into sounded and felt so good.
And then I thought…..
How about just asking the universe for help. No person is an island. To receive is as divine as to give and vice versa.
I just don’t want to keep jumping from one bad decision to the next, especially not with men.
I really thought this business was going to stabilize my life, my children’s lives. And I am trying my damnedest not to prove myself wrong. I have hope it still can and will. But boy have I taken some missteps. Some from my own doing it seems.
But I’m still standing and trying. Damnit!
And what I first came to say was that I can’t get Amazing Grace out of my head right now. 🤣🤣🤷🏽♀️🤣🤣
That’s such a good song.