Weekend Plans

This is going to be a very different weekend. My ex will be spending the weekend at my house. The teenager will be staying at his apartment and I will be staying with Brad. I don’t like my ex in my personal space, so after this weekend that is going to end. At this point I don’t care if he has to carry the dizzy girl out to the car to take her. So be it.

I haven’t spent this much time with Brad in a long time. I asked him to fill and heat the jacuzzi. I’m hoping we can have some good cozy snuggle time with lots of sex. Hopefully he doesn’t leave me in pain like last time. I am still planning on getting the clit ring too. I want to check out the salon first though and make sure the equipment is adequately sterilized and the place is clean and professional. I don’t need Hep C to add to my health resume.

Part of me says I should just stay home. I have so many projects to do. I even cancelled on a new client but I can absolutely not stay here with my ex and I really could use a break.

I’m hoping to get some good XXX pictures too. If I remember. Brad has been asking for me to torture his cock, but not his balls as they have been very sensitive lately. The thing is that I really can’t help myself, once I get going I just want more and more. He gets to his safe words way to easily too.

But we do have all weekend to play. Hoping his daughter is away. She has a new boyfriend so she’s been gone a lot recently. I like her but it’s more comfortable having rowdy BDSM sessions without her home. She’s an adult. She has sex. But still.

Maybe I’ll convince him to defer the pump for now too. He doesn’t need to be so big and fat for me.

And it will be so nice being fed. I’ve been so busy this week I haven’t had time to eat any real meals and I’ve lost a few pounds. I’m not complaining but it will be nice to have a calm pace. That’s what I love about being with him. Everything is so leisurely. We just putz around doing whatever we please. We have fun when we get along. So I’m hoping we get along. Maybe I should have a plan B in case we don’t….. but I like to live on the edge. πŸ˜‰πŸ€£πŸ˜


Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

10 thoughts on “Weekend Plans”

  1. That’s a fabulous attitude, and it’s the only sensible way for you to go.
    Through painful experience I learned that no matter how hard we try, how often we pray, and how much we sincerely wish, we can’t change other people. Most of the time we can’t influence them much either.
    If you let anxiety, frustration, and worry get you down then you will get yourself into such a mess that you won’t be able to do anything good, not for yourself, nor for your children.
    Work on being calm, empowered, and beautiful ~ and everything is going to be alright.
    Don’t worry Sweetheart, be happy. πŸ’–πŸΈπŸΈπŸ·πŸΉπŸ’–

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    1. Thank you Jack. You’re words are so soothing. Bring tears to my eyes. Thanks for sharing your lovingness with me. It is truly deeply appreciated. You are a good man. πŸŒΉπŸ’‹β£οΈ


  2. Maybe you should consider bringing your work with you. You aren’t planning on doing it this weekend so if you don’t get around to it it’s not a big deal. If you find yourself needing a break you can do your work. And if you don’t get to it because of how amazing of a weekend you’re having it’s a win all around!

    Also, I’ve heard that ice helps haha good luck

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    1. Lol.

      The works I most need to do involves my house and my business. Organizing and cleaning and such. I know once I’m done I will feel so much better and function better but I can’t get myself to do it. I’m stuck.


      1. Ah, I see. I have some cleaning to do myself. Especially since it’s the holiday season and I can’t say for certain whether we’re getting together at my house or somewhere else. Anyhoo, I hope you had a great weekend

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    1. Thanks Jack. The stance I’ve taken with my ex is that I am not in charge of his actions. He is. I have done all I can to try to keep the children safe but I’m don’t worrying about it anymore. I can’t let the anxiety kill me anymore. I have to accept that I only have control over my own actions and thoughts and the children will have their own heartaches and difficulties in life. That I put them in the cross hairs of this man will be my cross to bear. But I didn’t know what I know now. That this doesn’t help them now is unfortunately what was meant to be, or it would not be.

      All I can do is take care of myself as best I can, so I can take care of them as best I can.

      I’ve had to shift my focus from damage control to empowering myself. Because the damage he has caused and is causing is just not something I have control of.

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