Cough you

I’m glad I took the THC. 4 hours of cooking had my already sore back hurting a bit more; but it was tolerable. I made everything from scratch this year, except the rolls. It was really yummy “best food ever” was said. I’m not sure why I forgot how much work that all is. Lol

Mashed potatoes, ham, ham gravy, turkey breast, turkey gravy, candied sweet potatoes, roasted brussel sprouts and creamed corn. It was only 6 of us this year.

No serving dishes were hurt in the filming of these festivities. I don’t know if you all have gathered but my life isn’t very curated for you. I could lie and omit things. I could pose for pictures and orchestrate a life I don’t actually have for you, but that sounds like so much work and I don’t see why.

So you can like someone that isn’t even really me? So I can have more readers? So I can monetize you all somehow? It churns my stomach a bit. I hope I never become like that. I hope I never have to sell out. I get that people that love you and appreciate you want to support you in some way. But I feel blessed in life that there are a few people out in the big giant world that “see me” and appreciate me, just as I am.

“I see you” has been used as a slur a lot against “woke” culture a lot lately.

This is what I was thinking today. Why do we have to make more ways by which to separate ourselves? It’s sex, race, age, politics, gender, skin color, income bracket, on and on….millions of ways and instead of learning how to bridge the gaps we are creating more ways to hate each other.

That turned. Sorry. I just don’t want to participate in these stupid narratives anymore. Can I opt out somewhere?

Lol. Just a thought. πŸ€·πŸ½β€β™€οΈ

Still love you crazy ass world, still love you all.


Next time I feel like really ranting I’m going to tell you about how the doc prescribed an antibiotic that has a horrible, usually incurable, life debilitating disease as a potential side effect, per the pharmacist. Like WTF? I guess I shouldn’t be too surprised. Many medications they sell have the side effect of potential death and people still take them. Like this is not really news is it?

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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