I know there are things I don’t understand yet about the universe, life, energy, time, space, matter, Divinity.
I know that there are beings walking this Earth that better understand these things I long to see and experience for myself. That are privy to a real depth of knowledge about the power we possess and the powers of the divine and how to align with this and master it.
I spose the opportunities will come if and when they are meant to. Maybe I’m not ready yet. Maybe I need to….. hmmmmm…. I don’t quite know actually. I know this desire has been in the background of my entire life as long as I can remember, a life quest one could say. That few understand this is something I’ve grown to accept. Because I truly believe like Cheri Huber says “that which you seek is seeking you”.
I shouldn’t have to choose between true love, my children’s health/stability and the lessons and fulfilment of my souls journey.
This is why I stand firm. Because I want it all. But we shall see, shan’t we. Meanwhile I am open to the true beauty, interconnection and joy that is here for me along the way…on this path…to who knows where exactly… and that ain’t nothing. In fact that seems to makes this topsy turvy ride worthwhile. And I stand here grateful; through it all.
Thank you! 💋💋🙏🏽