Love songs

Doesn’t help listening to love songs.

Not sure what I’m aiming for here doing that.

I was told recently by a man “don’t settle”. He said it to me so genuinely and almost supplicating me to listen to him. It was touching.

Brad would always say he wasn’t good enough for me; way too many times and very painful to hear.

It’s fine. It’s all fine.

If I could just accept that maybe it isn’t meant to be in this lifetime.

What I want, what I seek…. is a love truly beyond time and space. It’s a love that maybe there is a chance I may not see and live out this time around. The possibility exists. Just because I know it to be available doesn’t mean I get to have it; much like Nirvana.

Although Nirvana is something I think because it is singular, within ourselves, is something more plausible even.

But what do I know? I sometimes feel like I live in a world that most people don’t seem to live in. Lol 💋

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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