Today felt like a long day, but it wasn’t another 12+ hour workday fortunately. I finally mixed in some exercise today but I may have pushed myself a little too hard, considering I haven’t had an exercise routine for over a year. It felt good to climb back on the horse and know I still could keep up even if I did overexert myself a bit.
My workout clothes fit so snug but at least they still fit. The stuffed sausage look is in right now anyway.
I find it funny how people so often like to measure themselves by comparison to others. Well… I find it funny or sad but either way it seems a wasted endeavor to me. I much prefer to compare myself to me. Compare myself to where I have been, where I want to be and what I think I am actually capable of (no matter if that’s accurate or an over or underestimation). I like to watch my own progress, failure and trajectory. That to me is the real test.
I sometimes wonder if what I say makes sense and does anyone really care or understand? I like to think that a few people do. But regardless I write because I am compelled to. I write because that’s how I process things. I write because it’s such a healing exercise for me to express myself unabashedly.
Going to bed now. Another early morning tomorrow. One of these days I’ll catch up on my sleep. Lol
Sweet dreams world.