Tired / compare and contrast

Today felt like a long day, but it wasn’t another 12+ hour workday fortunately. I finally mixed in some exercise today but I may have pushed myself a little too hard, considering I haven’t had an exercise routine for over a year. It felt good to climb back on the horse and know I still could keep up even if I did overexert myself a bit.

My workout clothes fit so snug but at least they still fit. The stuffed sausage look is in right now anyway.


I find it funny how people so often like to measure themselves by comparison to others. Well… I find it funny or sad but either way it seems a wasted endeavor to me. I much prefer to compare myself to me. Compare myself to where I have been, where I want to be and what I think I am actually capable of (no matter if that’s accurate or an over or underestimation). I like to watch my own progress, failure and trajectory. That to me is the real test.


I sometimes wonder if what I say makes sense and does anyone really care or understand? I like to think that a few people do. But regardless I write because I am compelled to. I write because that’s how I process things. I write because it’s such a healing exercise for me to express myself unabashedly.

Going to bed now. Another early morning tomorrow. One of these days I’ll catch up on my sleep. Lol

Sweet dreams world.


Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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