We live life as if the universe couldn’t collapse

As if this world couldn’t be made to dust

As if we couldn’t all die right this moment

As if everything we know couldn’t be taken away from us with no notice given whatsoever

As if everyone we love couldn’t be gone

We just keep taking for granted what we want to believe

We hold on tight to tomorrow with our fear of having our worst worries come true

And have a death grip on yesterday

As if just letting it go would end us completely

All these things that keep us from living with no fear of what will be

That keep us from being grounded in the present

From being able to come to life

With our true spirit


I don’t have the answers

I know that’s really hard to do when you feel like you’re fighting for your life


But I can’t live like this anymore

I need to be free of the anxiety

And I only know one way

Listening to my heart

Sorry if that disappoints sometimes

But that’s what I’m striving for in this life

I can’t have every moment feel like a struggle anymore

I have to let it go

I have to let the fears go

All of them

It’s the only way I can survive


My heart has kept me safe so far

If I have the courage to always follow it

I believe with all my being

It will keep doing so

Or sometimes

I just have to chalk it up to whatever is meant to be is meant to be

But then again

Why bother worrying about it then also anyway


Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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