Loosy, Goosy and horny

I took a massive dose of THC before bed last night. I had some wild thoughts; about time and space and reality. I kept waking up and spacing out and dozing off. Lately it’s been giving me a bit of a headache. Which is odd since that’s what I take to relieve migraines.

I woke up so light headed when I finally dragged myself out of bed. I have one client so it’s not really a full day off.

But boy am I horny.

I was going to try to get the itch scratched but while I crave the intimacy and touch I’m not feeling like putting in the effort of even reaching out to anyone.

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I was talking to a client yesterday; a vibrant, intelligent, beautiful inside and out 80 year old naturopath who is also single. We were talking about dating and the difficulties of it. She said “I just want a man to have an interesting conversation with over a nice dinner and glass of wine; followed by a show. Then take me home kiss me on the cheek and leave.”. I was agreeing but thinking to myself, I’d want a lot more than just a kiss goodnight.

I mean theoretically you could have all that with a friend. Maybe I should take her out. Lol

Then with my next client; a sweet, younger, also highly intelligent, also beautiful on all counts single chiropractor we talked about singledom again. I reiterated my stance on one of the aspects I love so much about the BDSM community and how it embraces having many partners. One for each emotional/sexual/whatever need you may have.

Hmmmmmm…. makes me think maybe I need to become a findom. Lol. The thing is lately I’ve been hyper-aware that where I invest my time and energy is very important to me. I believe in exchanges and bartering. I have no problem with any part of that concept. Two consenting, willing and able adults should be able to do whatever they want and agree to, to each other; abiding by consent, age and desire of course. Hmmmmm……

I think I’ll have a morning masturbation marathon. I’ll save tomorrow for all my catch up paperwork, errands, bill paying, chores, etc. Then maybe allow myself to go do something fun after my client today. Is it sad that I can’t off the top of my head think of what that could possibly be? I have nothing on the “fun list”. A whole page of things on my to-do list and no where is there a section for fun. That’s gotta change.

This life is too short to live by the ridiculous standards society sets. I’ve got to branch out, stretch my wings, figure out what is going to make me happy. It’s not about following the beat of my drum as much as learning how to play it… my way… once and for all. The way that’s going to bring me the most peace of mind and true moments of bliss in this lifetime.

This life is a blink of an eye and I don’t want to miss any of it.

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Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

4 thoughts on “Loosy, Goosy and horny”

  1. Life is also too short not to do the things you know you need to do, too, like getting laid and just because you can and need to. A masturbation marathon sounds like fun, though, and I hope you give yourself a good and proper beatdown!

    If you can’t find time to have fun, things have really gone to shit, haven’t they? I know the feeling; it just feels wrong to be having a good time doing something when the swamp still needs draining but I’m happy to see that you realize you need to change that – most people realize it then veto any attempts to have fun which only results in more stress, unclear thinking, being incredibly horny and not wanting to do anything about it, other stuff like that.

    Hmm… did you not think that a massive dose of THC would give you one hell of a headache? Kinda hoping you won’t do that again unless you like having headaches… and I’m thinking you don’t.

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    1. Lol. I don’t. The headache cleared. I think I’m hungry too is the thing. I’m so groggy though and I hate that feeling. So less THC. The CBD doesn’t do that to me but I wanted to let loose a bit. Probably too much though. You’re right. 😘

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