Brad brought up infinity over lunch. He tried to say that we can’t comprehend it with our miniscule mental capacities. I, of course, completely disagreed. I said the concept itself is not too difficult, it’s when you try to compare it to something finite that it becomes daunting. I said this from my own experiences with it. This created a stalemate and the discussion dissolved.
But then my stoned ass texted him this last night. I’ll show you how mean and direct I can be sometimes. I’m not trying to pretend to be anything more than me so it’s just about transparency and lack of omission. I want to live in that type of world.
So it’s got me to thinking that in an infinite dimension where we quantify time as a collective human reality whereas no other realm outside our small matrix necessarily abides by these parameters we have dictated and most especially not infinity itself, then we are essentially only seeing the very smallest, heavily curated, flicker of reality.
All this to say that the possibility greatly exists that everything has already aligned multiple times within this infinite spectrum for us to have lived over and over this very existence. Let alone every variable there can exist of it. So then what is there to fear? What is there to worry about?
Can we get our conscious mind to understand this fully? That the now we know to exist can be happening in a continuum that is always in existence and not always in existence at the same time. And this is without even taking into account other dimensions of space and time within and without our own plane of experience.
It can therefore be as significant or insignificant as you decide it is. Every decision has already been done. Every scenario has already been played out. We are in a loop of infinite possibilities.
I go back to my original question; is that liberating or terrifying? That is the question we must each answer for ourselves.
And this doesn’t even begin to take into account our subconscious connection to each other and all of beingness within and without…..and outside this dimension or reality.
Somehow to me this is starting to feel very, very liberating.