I asked God specifically this morning. I said. “You tell me…..where do you want me? And I will go. I will do it. I will be there…all I ask is for ease and stability.”
I was expressly meaning financially but also just asking what is it I need to be doing. Can you just tell me, kind of thing. Because obviously what I’m doing now with the colon hydrotherapy while meaningful isn’t cutting it.
Then later I was thinking about the event this weekend and it came to me like a bolt of lightning. Contact the club again about renting it out and try your hand at being a pro-Domme.
And soooo. I did. And I secured two dates and I’m going to give it a go. If it works out well then this may be exactly where I need to be, after all.
Also though….. I just secured a part-time job today too, which now can provide provable stable income so maybe my mortgage company will hopefully play nice with me.
Things are looking up..