Well. I tried. I know the suspense was killing you all too. πŸ€ͺ

I had applied for a 911 dispatch job. I got all the way to the 3 panel interview process again and didn’t get hired. That would have resolved my income issues but not my foreclosure situation. Now I am going to try mediation and then the foreclosure assistance program and if neither of those pan out. I’ll try a personal loan as a lien against the house to get me up to date. If that fails then I’ll sell and we’ll leave the state.

The thing is even if I can get out of this foreclosure dilemma the case is that I am not capable of pulling off the mortgage. So I’ll have to rent out the main house and then stay in the studio I guess and get a whatever job somewhere or get a cheap apartment here in town (if possible) and keep building my business.

I’m so sick of my life being so damn complicated.

The kids are stressed. I don’t know what to tell them anymore. Are we moving? Are we staying? It’s just so damn difficult. Last night was a huge wake-up call though. I can’t keep doing that. I don’t want to keep behaving like a fucking lunatic.

I have to get my head on straight. I’ve got to also stop sleeping with my ex. Come what may. I don’t owe him that or anything else except being a good mom to his kids. Period.

More as it comes. But if we stay I can keep my blog….so there is that. Lol

Wish me luck. πŸ™πŸ½β£οΈπŸ’‹

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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