Well. I tried. I know the suspense was killing you all too. 🤪
I had applied for a 911 dispatch job. I got all the way to the 3 panel interview process again and didn’t get hired. That would have resolved my income issues but not my foreclosure situation. Now I am going to try mediation and then the foreclosure assistance program and if neither of those pan out. I’ll try a personal loan as a lien against the house to get me up to date. If that fails then I’ll sell and we’ll leave the state.
The thing is even if I can get out of this foreclosure dilemma the case is that I am not capable of pulling off the mortgage. So I’ll have to rent out the main house and then stay in the studio I guess and get a whatever job somewhere or get a cheap apartment here in town (if possible) and keep building my business.
I’m so sick of my life being so damn complicated.
The kids are stressed. I don’t know what to tell them anymore. Are we moving? Are we staying? It’s just so damn difficult. Last night was a huge wake-up call though. I can’t keep doing that. I don’t want to keep behaving like a fucking lunatic.
I have to get my head on straight. I’ve got to also stop sleeping with my ex. Come what may. I don’t owe him that or anything else except being a good mom to his kids. Period.
More as it comes. But if we stay I can keep my blog….so there is that. Lol
Wish me luck. 🙏🏽❣️💋