September blues

It’s almost fall and yet the weather is in full summer mode still. It’s fine, except my mood isn’t as bright and sunny as the forecast. 30% chance of rain NEXT Monday, which for Oregon is a stretch. Truthfully the air starts to get dense and smoggy after a week of no rain. Which tells me it would be more like California air quality if it weren’t for the constant rain. So when it doesn’t come I miss it, visually as well as physically.

Today I turned back to an old familiar coping mechanism: binge eating. I bought a western bacon cheeseburger and compared it to a deluxe quarter pounder. Surprisingly the old favorite beat out the newbie. But the fries still go to Mickey D’s. I was tempted to stop for some thick chow mein too, but my stomach would not possibly accommodate all that…. luckily I guess.

I try not to drink alcohol or eat gluten and dairy because I know these are all bad for my system. My body has clarified this for me ample times. Fortunately not to the point of needing to go the ER…… well….not for the food at least. But it’s too hot to be outside and I’m too cranky to even want to be out in the world with people right now.

I have 6 colonic clients this week and about 20 hours of eBay work to do for my newest client. Yesterday we cleaned the house for 5 hours and I had a client after. So today I’m sitting here having my taste test. I even splurged on Sprite. It’s so sickeningly sweet. I forgot how much I hate soda, but the meal was over a dollar cheaper. I’m a sucker for a deal but I also don’t like to waste food. Conundrum. Next time I’ll have them keep it and give it to someone else, if they are allowed to.

I have the portable A/C pointed at my toes right now and I’m going to binge watch the Killjoys series I started and am now officially hooked on.

Tomorrow is another day. Right?

Kiss kiss burger burger. πŸ₯°πŸ˜‰πŸ’‹

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“Not everybody has a happy ending, so be happy when you can.” – Killjoys

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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