We are all very juxtaposed

We are all dynamic. We are all so multifaceted. We are not so easy to pin down. Psychologist and scientist may try to solve us like a Rubik’s cube and map us out, but we will always jump the algorithm. Because we are not machines. We are each so brilliantly chaotic in our own individual ways.

I was thinking today. How am I a deep pacifist who supports gun rights? How am I a marriage seeker who believes in adding play partners and others into the mix? How am I a person who deeply believes in God and Heaven and Hell and yet absolutely hates religions? How am I a woman who deeply embraces her femininity and yet would love to have my own real dick? Lol. On and on my contradictions abound…….

But instead of questioning them I embrace them because they make me me. Uniquely, perfectly imperfect me. I make claims to be no one else. Fortunately, or I’d be screwed because I really don’t know who else I’d be.

The issues I most have with this world aren’t the juxtapositions or the chaos. The issues I have are that we are stupid human beings. Our emotional and spiritual levels of being are so primitive we may as well still live in caves and yet we have all these scientific and military advances. It’s like giving sharp cleavers to a bunch of 2 year olds. It’s beyond asinine. Yet here we are.

I think I see it all very clearly. Which is a blessing and a curse. Because what can I do about it? I can’t do much, but I resolve myself to do what I can. And being authentically myself is one way. I figure it this way, we must lead by example in life, it is truly the only way. So if I can be happy, if I can have acceptance, if I can be myself, if I can bring even a tiny bit of love and light into this world through my actions, my thoughts, my efforts then I’ve succeeded beyond measure.

And if being me puts me in all different sorts of categories, and if people want to brand me as such, even as I move into different areas of being, so be it. I’m not trying to be a moving target. I’m not trying to be a target at all. I’m just trying to be me…..some days that’s hard enough. Trust me. Lol πŸ’‹

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

6 thoughts on “We are all very juxtaposed”

  1. As individuals, many of us seek to discover our full potential and if we gotta break or bend a few rules to do it, okay. Collectively, however, we’re still in the dark ages of human development and we persist in trying to eliminate certain behaviors or impose behaviors that are now being seen as abnormal or unnatural, like monogamy; humans have always been social animals – we have an ingrained need to interact with each other – and monogamy prevents us from being this way.

    Yep… we’re pretty stupid. We’ve not learned from our mistakes and we continue to hold true to notions that might have made sense in the past but, today, that shit ain’t holding water anymore because the conditions under which those ancient notions were created no longer exist today and you’d think that, here in the 21st century, we’d be smarter than we think we are.

    The sad news is that we aren’t. We’re almost a species of idiot savants, absolutely brilliant and amazing in some aspects, totally clueless and inept in many other ways. We’re still too tribal for our own good and if you remember the opening scenes of “2001: A Space Odyssey,” we really don’t behave any better than those early primates at the watering hole and instead of sharing it, we want to possess it, own it, control it, and we will kill anyone who tries to take it from us – and we will kill to get it.

    So all we can do is our best to advance ourselves as individuals. Do I think you’re out of your mind that you want a husband and a bunch of lovers, too? No, I don’t – but our archaic and parochial mindset about such things would indicate there’s something wrong with you. Can you be a pacifist and support gun rights? Sure but, again, some would think you’re just plain confused on the issues or crazy.

    Is it weird that you believe in God but not religion? Nope – and you’re not alone in this one because I’m the same way – religion is actually part of our overall problem and why we’re not being better humans.

    That you’d not object to having a cock of your own also ain’t all that weird; I remember wanting a nice set of boobs back in the day and when it wasn’t possible to make that happen. But “mainstream” thinking would say some pretty fucked up things about you and make you out as someone who’s totally confused about who they are. Yet there are a slew of men who’d kill to be with a “chick with a dick” and, yeah, other men think they’re out of their damned minds.

    The world will eventually catch up… but as individuals, we can’t wait for that to happen so we make happen the things we feel that will, hopefully, fulfill our needs and make us happy with our existence. You and I can have a nice debate about gun rights, have a fun night of sex with your husband and we both could suck and get boned by the new dick you had installed and, afterward, sit down together and talk about how religion has everyone all fucked up in the head. Because if that’s what works, it just works and if other are cringing and hiding in their caves over it, well, that’s not our problem – wake up and get with the fucking program! Do what you gotta do and not so much what our dogmatic rules say it’s supposed to be done.

    Sadly, we are all moving targets due to our tribal ways: If you’re not like us, you’re against us… and you have to be dealt with. We can’t effect widespread change in this behavior… but we can change it in ourselves; the good news is that a lot of have changed and the bad news is too many people are still stuck deep in our past and so deep they couldn’t get out even if they wanted to.

    Acceptance. I accept you as you are and more because you’re not a “typical” woman; you’re not satisfied with sticking with the status quo or being like everyone else and I’m good with you being this way and I wish that more women were just like I wish men were more… open to being more than what dogma says we’re only supposed to be.

    Because not to accept you as-is says there’s something very wrong with me and, as far as I know, there’s nothing wrong with me and they way I look at thing… doesn’t mean other folks don’t think I’m out my mind, perverted, deviant, and just a card-carrying heathen.

    I’m just being me and just like you’re being you.

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    1. Smiling like a Cheshire cat reading everything you said. Very well thought out, easily understood and more importantly I resonated with it all very deeply.

      I not only accept you as you are I cherish you for being you….for living and expressing your truth and even more noteworthy and noble allowing others theirs.

      It would be a whole new world of we all were so accepting and benevolent.

      You don’t cease to amaze me. Thank you!! Truly!! I needed a smile today. It feels so very good to be not only understood but appreciated for being exactly who I am. It’s one of the greatest feelings in the world. And I hold that space for you as well, my friend.



      1. I’m honored and that’s for real. We all are what we are and we’re all not cut out of the same mold nor do we want to be. There are some things we do just like everyone else does… and many things that aren’t so mainstream and subject to ridicule and I say to those folks, fuck you – this is my life and I’ll live it the way I see fit and if you don’t like it, all you can do is not like it but if you wanna get in my face about it, bring friends… a lot of them… because I’m going to jump all in your ass for being an idiot for thinking you know better than I do how I should go about being me.

        The world would be much better if we were more accepting of our vast and wonderful diversity… but there’s not a lot we can do toward that end other than being the way we are and while other continue to be the way they are and, eventually, things will catch on or we’ll get caught up and up to date… but I don’t know about you but I’m not gonna sit on my ass and wait for the world to change.

        Life is way too short and it’s not just a saying or stating the obvious. If there’s something you need to do that the rest of the world is gonna bitch-slap you for, your best bet is to get it done while you can and to hell what anyone else thinks about it.

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          1. Thank you! I was just thinking that if I were your husband and you told me you wanted a boy- or girlfriend, my disdain for how things are would allow me to say, “Sure, go for it – how are we gonna do this?” and, to me, that’s just normal.

            Others would disagree, wouldn’t they, because they wanna stay true to some shit that no longer applies to us in the here and now and the way we find we need to go about our lives.

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          2. I find that we have become so isolated in society that we need to widen our networks to include those being left behind and out. There is room for everyone to have someone, if not mutluple someone’s. This can benefit everyone if we allow it to be without our preconceived notions of right and wrong.


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