The alien ship

I’ve never had an encounter with a UFO. My daughter potentially did. I have seen objects in the sky flying in patterns I don’t recognize as airplanes, but I don’t know enough about military surveillance and aircrafts to rule them out. So I pay it no mind really. But that doesn’t mean I haven’t wanted to have these encounters.

Ten years ago when I was having those mass episodes of pain and I was on those heavy doses of pot I had a clear vision that God was closer connected to another alien species than ourselves. And I thought they would be coming to get me. I knew even then how ridiculous it sounded but then I was thinking last night about it again. If I could have anything in the world; towards my investigation of heaven and hell; what would it be?”.

I would say with absolutely no doubt at all. “I want to meet the aliens; the enlightened ones.”

Is this a possibility? No idea. I’m a huge conspiracy theorist and also a huge optimist. I once got in a heated argument with Brad because he was shooting down one of my ideas and I said “so your conspiracies are perfectly acceptable to believe but not mine?” and it stopped him in his tracks and he laughed and acknowledged that that’s exactly what he was doing.

I know there are many alien beings out there. Whether they want to toy with us idiots is another story all together. I don’t see the inherent benefit to them engaging with us war-mongering, backwards, selfish being, but who knows. I like to think there is a possibility of it. It makes me kind of happy to think about this being possible.

Then another part of me wants to buy an old school fax machine and a ham radio and see what I can learn from fellow conspirators. Slippery slope though, lots of rabbit holes. Maybe I’ll just stick to spirituality. Can’t go wrong with wherever my heart leads me really. Can I? No. Not spiritually and while I recognize that I need to also concern myself with tangible reality and subsistence, I’m so much less concerned about that then I used to be; so much less scared about it.

This existence will go in the blip of the eye. How I do things, how I hold my heart, how I navigate this world through the lens of my soul is so much more important to me now. There just isn’t going back to caring about some things. Things I know so clearly now aren’t really worthwhile. You know? I’m happier now. I’m more peaceful within myself. That is priceless. Absolutely priceless. Alien ships or not. đŸ¤£

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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