I’ve been thinking about self worth a lot this last week or so. I’ve realized that I’m in a good place with myself right now. Maybe more than I’ve ever been before. I’ve looked better. I’ve been healthier. I’ve had more money. I’ve had more people that love me around; more support. But oddly none of that brought me the deep peace of mind that I feel now.
I have come to a point where I see things very clearly, almost as if for the first time. I want a soft cloud of love. I want to be that soft cloud for someone. But first I had to learn to be that soft cloud for myself. I have had to learn how to not be my worst enemy in life.
I’ve had to learn how to really nestle in to myself and learn to have deep love and appreciation for myself. To be in a good place with myself. To learn to be truly comfortable in my own skin. Regardless of the standards anyone sets for me. I must meet my own standards and have compassion with myself when I fail. Which I will do repeatedly when striving to be more, to experience more, to understand more, to be more open, more vulnerable, more authentic, more me.
This really is a wonderful journey, back to me and finding my own soft billowy cloud of deep, true acceptance and love.