I finished protocol 1000 for activated MMS last week. Overall I thought it was good. I think I pushed myself too much and maybe I need to go slower this time. I was having some pretty strong reactions a few days.
Tomorrow I’ll start it again but this time I’ll do the new 1000+ protocol. I think I’ll try to add in a juice fast too. Not sure how long I can last at fasting but we can see. Having hypoglycemia I can’t do fasting very well generally. I get nauseous, lightheaded, headachey, dizzy and can even come close to passing out. Lately if I go too long without eating I get phantom pains in my liver area too. My weakest area reacts to almost everything, unfortunately. But I guess it’s good to know these things about myself.
No clients tomorrow so I’m going to do my equipment maintenance, which usually takes at least 4 hours and I have some eBay photography to do. Clients Thursday and Friday and more listings to put up. But……I can sleep in. Hooray!!! I’m going to close the door once the kidlets are up and just lay here until I can’t lay here anymore. That’s gonna feel so good!!!
I’m starting to forget what it’s like to have a husband. Starting to forget what it’s like to have a man around the house. I’ve been wondering where the next chapter of my life will take me. I’m excited to find out, but also absolutely not in any hurry. I’m just going with it. Giving myself room to breath. I’m enjoying just being. It’s taken a long time for me to get here. To a place where I feel good with me. I definitely wouldn’t trade that for anything or anyone. Know what I mean?
Goodnight sweet world.