It’s hard to create a safe space of real intimacy in the world. I try to do that with my business because I feel it’s so lacking in real life. I also try to connect to people in every day situations it’s just that life runs so fast and stressful that it doesn’t always feel possible either from lack of time or energy.
That’s what is really missing in the world. Real connection and intimacy with each other. Safety to be who we are and feel appreciated and hopefully even loved for all our very faceted beings. I try. You saw how hard it was for me at the shamanic event.
I felt very shut down from my more centered, “normal self”. The part that feels very alive. Crowds are a tiny bit hard for me, even with well civilized and kind human beings, strange as that may seem. I still like to people watch and I still like to interact with small numbers at a time.
The twins were funny to me. I had never had the pleasure before to closely be with a set before. It was very fun and cute to see them interact. There definitely seems a very special connection there to me. And the confusion of that is funny to me. They feel different energetically, talk different, have defining differences and yet I found it hard to keep them straight. My issues of course, nothing they did obviously. The baby talk when I walked out of the room was so adorable. It made me blush though.
Realness, intimacy. Hard to come by sometimes.
