A different world

I was envisioning a world divided equally in two

Evil on one half

Good on the other

And I imagine if I was there that my life has been skirting that line

Right at the border

FOMO on fun

But wanting to stay safe and sane

Wanting to be part of everything, see it all

And ultimately wanting to be and leave a positive affect

But the more I think about it

The more it makes sense maybe to step away from the line

And go as steadily as I can towards the middle

To the mountain that crests that landscape

And climb to the top of that peak

But…….then I think that getting there

Requires a molting so profound

A taking off of all the masks we’ve grown so adept at playing with

A detaching from all the melodrama of the stories we tell ourselves

The stories we’ve grown to believe

And to completely strip down to our most vulnerable and authentic selves

And I think

That’s a journey few want to probably ever take

So maybe that’s the reason the world isn’t like that

Plus I’m guessing so many would be on the other side that the inbalance would destabilize the planets orbit. Maybe? Lol. But….I don’t believe that to be the case here, so why would it be unequal there?

But then again, not all places and dimensions have this good/evil fight going on. Do they?

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

13 thoughts on “A different world”

    1. Thank you. Wierd thoughts are my specialty. Lol.

      I wish I had someone to discourse these thoughts with instead of just write them down, that is a dream for another day though. 🙂


        1. Ahhhh. Thanks. I try to stay positive and see the good. It doesn’t mean I’m oblivious to the bad. I point that out quite often too. But even still I try to see that things are cyclical and life has both aspects and what you focus on you become. So I try really hard to focus on the good, the positive, the possibilities of better, hope, light, love. That’s for my own peace of mind too.

          I hope I can bring that hope to others. I know how hard life can be. I truly do.

          Thank you for your encouragement. I am so appreciative of it. I really am. 🥰🙏🏽💖🌺


          1. Always need reminding of things…..even things I said and believe. Doesn’t seem like that should be the case but it is. Always good to hear these things. I’m glad they feel right to you too. 🙏🏽💖🥰🌈🦋🤗


          2. It’s true! We do need daily reminding. Yes good and evil is all part of it—in so far as I understand things. And it’s up to us to choose which way to go—what to focus on. I think that’s super cool…without getting into serious mental health issues—which I’m not qualified to discuss—but I find fascinating. 🙂

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          3. Ah—I’ve been reading about “Streetcar Named Desire” by Tennessee Williams. Do you the story? It’s quite brilliant—and horrifying…so I’ve been thinking more about mental illness where a person can no longer choose—insanity. They’ve gone over the edge and there is no coming back. Hospitalization, medication, lobotomy. Crazy to think lobotomies as a cure. But the person has lost their ability to choose good or evil. Awful!

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          4. Ahhhhhhh. That seems very statistically improbable. The only time I’ve personally witnessed this is from head injuries. We are programmed to care what people think.

            I find some of things they currently attribute to mental health to be other issues altogether. I’m not enamored with labeling people either.

            We are so much more dynamic and capable of change than we realize too.

            Everyone has their weak points in life, but knowing right versus wrong isn’t usually it. I wouldn’t worry about it. Not that I like any form of worry at all. Worry is a useless and wasteful emotion to me. But of all the things go worry about that one never even crossed my radar and upon bringing it to my attention it seems statistically so improbable to not merit too much more attention. I’m sorry. Don’t take it personal. I hold no esteem to any worrying, even ones much more likely to happen.

            But I know worrying is some people’s pastime it seems. I hope that isn’t the case for you. It seems a very anxious and silly way to live to me.



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