To anyone taking offense to anything I’ve said or say

To anyone taking offense to this

To me

To my writings

I say

“Whatever!”

You obviously have some sense of superiority and self-righteousness going on up there in that brain of yours

But look deep into your heart and tell me what it says and I guarantee you it’s either anger or fear

And if you still taking a good hard look at yourself can still say no

And you can tell why then I can probably most certainly explain to you how that is just an excuse

A bad excuse

To be self-involved

To let yourself act on behalf of your ego

And………

Excuses are just that.

Excuses

Justifications

Ways to make yourself feel better

So……..

Take it somewhere else

My pity bucket is empty right now

Now…….

not that I don’t have compassion

I’m just so over all these people who think “they are so good”

And do almost absolutely zero

To back that up

(Especially anything that isn’t in their best interest to do already.)

I’m so done pandering to people’s narcissism and neurotic behaviors

I really am

And while I love people so much

And while I can generally see the good in absolutely everyone

It still may be why I’ve just let myself become such the deeply introverted person I feel I always have been inside

——–

People want to believe in the boogeyman, but the truth always has been and always will be more complex than we could ever completely understand and that is almost the entire beauty of it all to me.

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

11 thoughts on “To anyone taking offense to anything I’ve said or say”

    1. Lol. It’s building. Crying. It’s been escaping here and there but the huge release is coming.

      That’ll feel good. 😌😌😌

      πŸ’–πŸ™πŸ½πŸ¦‹

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      1. I use to. I would never share my work with anyone. Now though I like what I am writing. I like what I am saying. Why? Because I am finally writing creatively using poetry to tell stories. Before it was always reliant on my emotions my moods now I write because that is who I am. The essence of my being is words and writing. It took me really really really long time to accept that though.

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      2. That’s so beautiful. “The essence of my being is words and writing”. I have also felt that way all my life. First with reading and then with writing.

        One day I hope to be able to write my books. That would make me so very happy.

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      3. Another thing and I have been sitting here thinking of how to put it without sounding douchy…..you know on Facebook memories appear? Well a few times a memory comes up and I start reading and I am thinking holy hell this is good. Why can I not remember this? I need to find out who wrote it. And then I discovered it was me. And I was in awe of myself that I had/have this capacity to create. Yesterday I wrote a thought I had:

        My poetry is everyone’s poetry.Β 

        When you read my words they are colored by your experiences…….

        it is your story I am telling.Β 

        July 13/19

        And you will. Sometimes those of us with the most to say take a little longer to find our voices. 😘

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      4. Poignant and meaningful as every Jay-lyn. Thanks for your kindness and outreach and just being you. πŸ₯°πŸ™πŸ½πŸ’–

        You’re words speak deeply to me. I resonate with all you said. But also…..

        Sometimes I read what I wrote and say “yeesh, that was a doozy” or I’m like “how is that amount of pot legal and healthy?” and yet it is. Thankfully. Lol

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