I hope I really get to enjoy the view
That’s what I wish for then
But meanwhile
I’m really just trying to enjoy the climb
We all have our Everest
Don’t we?
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While I really do like parts of the Miley Cyrus song “The Climb” which is way Disney but anyway…..it’s a bit defeatist. I don’t want to look at all the bad plays possible, because trust me I’ve seen aplenty. I prefer to focus on all the ways out of whatever mess I’m in* or rather to change the script a bit…..I would rather focus on all the good in my life and all the good parts and great parts of it and see how I can make that better for myself, for others, for the world.
When did that become retarded and why? That’s what I want to know. Lol. Or has it always been? Some people that seem to know some history before history was written or remembered much say no.
How many thousands upon thousands of years have humans (not neanderthal or other form of being) existed, no….I mean our current adaptation. Isn’t it close to over 250,000 years. I just read that in some fascinating articles about archeological science. So, do I believe everything I read? No. But that to me sounds plausible. We are a microscopic particle of a single drop in the whole bucket of time, even at that length. So really, who’s to definitively say? Lol
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*That’s the mentality I’ve had to have for so long now. The fight or flight thing. In constant motion it seems, even if only in the background and I want to shut it down. I don’t want to live all stressed out every fucking minute. I just don’t.
