The evil I think I know

I have known great evil in my life, not just by the actions of people but by forces beyond our world. I see and understand it, mostly.

There are circumstances in my life where I have to still choose the lesser of evils. It isn’t something I have control over in some aspects of my life. But in all others I refuse to make that choice any longer. I want to thrive. I want to explore the possibilities outside of that frame of thought. That of course leaves me in the realm of the unknown; possibly better, possibly worse, possibly negligibly equal.

The beauty of life can be seen in both what we consider constant; like the sun and the air we breath, and what is fleeting and transitory and ever changing which really is everything.

No reason to hold firm to that which is not graspable. That which we will never be able to have on lock-down.

Enjoy the dizzying whirlwind that is living and the quiet stillness that we can have within ourselves through that turmoil…..if we allow it.

I, personally, am no longer satisfied with accepting the evil I think I know.

The possibilities are endless for more. It’s time for a new paradigm. It’s time to truly be free. Maybe not in the physical world always, but yes in the spiritual realm and in my mind. I can be free. No one can ever take that from me.

Ever. Never. Unless I let them. Unless I give them that power, which effective immediately I no longer intend to do. Life is a battle of wills and also a deep acceptance. It’s a contradictory paradigm we must navigate. Find your own path. Don’t let anyone tell you what you seek can’t be found. Because at least within yourself all things are possible.


Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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