We are a direct connection between divinity and life as we know it; in the physical form of existence in this plane/dimension…….
as is nature.
We start to lose that connection at birth and as we start acclimating to life here. But that connection is always there. Divinity exists in all space and time and is ever loving and ever welcoming. It is within and outside of ourselves, it is in everything and everywhere all at once. In this way it both exists and doesn’t exist, because we stop to believe it is part of our paradigm/blueprint and almost seem to will it out of existence by doing so.
Ego/greed and sexuality can be felt to sever the connection, but sexuality (like tantric sex fortunately) can also be used to connect to it, unlike ego which I don’t believe can ever connect to it.
We forget we are divine beings having a divine connection with Divinity. I’ve often thought about my spiritual experiences in life. I don’t so much wonder why I’ve had them as much as I wonder the meaning behind them. I don’t know that I will ever understand the why of much of anything in life. So I’ve given up on most of it, truthfully. I’ve thrown in the towel on some levels.
But my own experiences I feel I can decipher much better than a lot of what I’m told about our spirit, God and Divinity.
I believe that Divinity is the most beautiful thing that ever can and will exist. I don’t know what draws us to want to be alive. I don’t know if it’s ego or if it’s wanting to witness Divinity. Because sometimes when you’re in the middle of living something, in the thick of it, you don’t fully appreciate the experience. It’s hard to grasp its significance sometimes. It is hard to give it its full reverence due. But when you step away and look from a bit more afar the view sometimes becomes clearer.
That’s what I think living does. It gives us a chance to witness Divinity. It’s just that upon being born onto this planet, in this continuum also seems to mean having to partake in the epic battle between good and evil and we become so engrossed in that we forget why we really wanted to be born in the first place.
My one true hope in life……is to go back to Divinity when I am done here.
I think I’m almost done believing I may find my counterpart in life anymore and I am understanding that I have a deep desire to connect more with the spiritual part of my being. The epic battle within has not ceased to exist, but I’m giving it less headspace. While I try to reconnect with whatever it is I was meant to do here. Whatever purpose this is all meant to have. For me.
I wish you all a true meaningful sense of purpose and a bit of true Divinity today.
—– tiny rant
Here is what I don’t get about Christ. I fully believe in his spirit and consciousness and his words are epic (no joke), but am I to believe this consciousness didn’t exist before him? Am I to believe that nothing of spiritual significance happened much before him at all? He himself said it is everywhere; God is everywhere. His words are such beauty. I really don’t get how a religion based on such beauty an love can inspire such hatred and intolerance and self righteousness from people. But then again. What do I know?