Sexual Deviant

It sounds ominous

But not as horrible as pedophile I suppose

That’s what I am

A deviant

I can admit that

I like sex hard sometimes

I like it beyond passion and intimacy

I want it to hurt

Or burn

Or make my heart feel like it’s going to beat out of my chest

That is just the level I like to feel in life sometimes

Whether it’s spiritually

With love towards the people in my life

Or sexually

That’s just the range of emotion I need

Is it dysfunctional?


I truly believe

Deep in my heart

That as long as it isn’t harming myself

(More than I want 😏)

And isn’t harming anyone else

(More than they want 😏)

Or absolutely anyone else not even involved in the play

Especially not children

Then hey……

It’s ok

All ok

But the minute it does violate any of the house rules

Is the moment to maybe step away

That’s not something I would not readily do if needed

We all have who we are

Who we want to be

Who we think we are

I’m not saying don’t be true to yourself

If anything I’m saying that more than anything

But yourself can be whoever you need and want that to be

Can’t it?

After all….

We are all more magnificent than we ever even realize

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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