Sex isn’t really exercise

I mean maybe if you’re doing it for an extended period of time daily and building a sweat, but generally speaking not really. It won’t really help you lose weight though or build your cardiovascular stamina much.

I have not made it to the gym. This working every single day thing, with the kids out of school and seeing Brad takes every moment of every day. Really.

I haven’t networked. I haven’t done much as far as hobbies or personal time even. This is not sustainable. The job with Jill ends in October so that will free up two days. While I hate driving up there and I prefer my own space, I still am truly enjoying the clients and experience. I do so truly love what I do, even though it isn’t necessarily easy.

People don’t know how much of a germaphobe I am and how many times I wash my hands (not just for my own sake) and how precise I need things to be. It’s a funny thing the things that bother me, like a picture out of alignment, and the things that don’t, like the smell of poop. Lol.

I need to exercise. But I can’t seem to get on a morning routine. The week I tried to the kids complained that I was grouchy. “Yes kids, I’m trying to do something here that isn’t particularly easy. Sorry!”. They didn’t think it worth it and I can see how they wouldn’t, but eventually it would be. There is a growing pains portion to changing your lifestyle. Guess they should learn it firsthand from watching me. Brad leaves again for a month soon. So if I can’t get it started before then at least I can start then.

He wants me to go to Virginia to meet his father and spend time with his family. I’m so conflicted about it. It’s not that I don’t want to. It’s that I feel it’s not where we are right now. He is inviting me to go with his father’s money too. Plus I’m not sure how much his family even likes me seeing as I’ve broken up with him so many times and left him crying in bed for days each time. I hate complicated, soap opera situations and yet I can’t seem to extricate myself from them. Can I? Lol

Happy Sunday!!

Brad is suppose to be coming down after my clients today to take the girls and I to the movies and dinner. He brought it up to them when he was dropping me off one day and I want to make sure and do it because I hate when adults promise things to kids and don’t follow through. I just hope he is feeling well enough. We shall see.


Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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