I will it so

Some people hurt just from living

Unbearably so

I get it

We all exemplify that a bit differently though

Some go do mass shootings

Some silently, slowly, daily kill themselves at home with their own suffering

I understand this so well

It is literally palpable in my mouth and soul

But I don’t succumb to it

Bit because I am not afraid

Not because it isn’t sometimes very hard

But because I will it so almost

I want so desperately to be happy

And at peace with the world

And usually

Maybe except every once in awhile when I’m driving

I wish this for everyone else also

And then too

I count my blessings

No matter how small

No matter just that I went safely to sleep

With my little family.

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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