Brad came over and we played some naughty games. It was so much fun. Also fun; cumming twice.
I dressed up in my school girl micro skirt that doesn’t even cover my ass cheeks completely. Fishnet stockings and garter belt and this super sexy bra that pops my breast out of the middle so they look like little puff balls. With a sheer red top over it and pigtails and I used my little girl voice.
I won’t go into the games because they were very rated XXX. We talked about having extra players, both female and male involved. He discussed fantasizing about getting CBT* at a club by strangers. He was rock hard and he also came twice. Which has never happened before. Then we went to dinner and Home Depot. We had a great time.
I’m exhausted. I feel like I need to catch up on my sleep. I’m also on my period which makes me super horny, for some reason. His hands and cock were bright red when we were done. Lol. We put down a pink towel so it wouldn’t look like a crime scene on my bed.
Even just getting dressed and ready today was such a turn on and the look on his face when he saw me was priceless. His jaw dropped and I absolutely loved it. That alone was worth all the effort. Funny that both of us came masturbating. I helped him and he left me alone afterwards which is what I wanted then, after a long session of playtime. I just wanted to finish myself off.
Seems weird maybe but it was truly great. I still want to make love, but I never bring it up anymore. No use trying to beat it out of him. It is one of the many reasons I won’t marry him, but he doesn’t have to know that. I adore him, but I know this won’t last forever. Also something that doesn’t need to be discussed further.
But it’s still so much fun being with him. Sexual satisfaction still is satisfaction. Isn’t it? Lol
Goodnight and sweet dreams.
*Cock ball torture.
I wonder if playing these games and talking and fantasizing about the things we do gives him guilt and that’s why he enjoys CBT so much. As his need to punish himself or rather be punished. I don’t know. He isn’t very self reflective and I’ve asked him before and he doesn’t come forth with any answers. I wish he were more transparent with me but I’m growing to accept this relationship as it stands and that lets me enjoy it for what it is.