Turbulent days

Topsy turvey day today. I’ve been happy one moment and on the verge of tears the next. Struggling with thoughts of the future. Going through the process of a temporary loan modification on my mortgage. Having to set up my phone. Haven’t done those damn IRS forms. Fun, fun!


It is interesting to me how many people ask me about the Gerson Therapy. I am happy to share anything I can but realistically I know most people can’t do it. For one because the protocol as it stands doesn’t allow for people to leave their house. It is very drastic; time and labor intensive. However, this isn’t just something you do for fun anyway. It’s something you do when you know your body desperately needs a complete reset.

It is very difficult and it is no joke. I wanted to modify it for people to be able to do the protocol and still work and function outside of their house. In the six months I did the therapy I can count on one hand when I left the house for more than 2 hours at a time because my entire life was the protocol. Now….it absolutely saved my life, but it isn’t for everyone.

I guess I keep coming back to thinking of it because people are so curious about it. I was contemplating even possibly taking in a terminal patient into my studio for a month at a time. 2 months is more than enough time to see if the body will respond to the therapy. But to make it feasible for me I would have to charge upwards of $5-6k a month. Especially because the organic food and supplements aren’t cheap. Plus all the time and labor necessary for the protocol.

But we shall see.

I know my spirit is a bit down because I am having to force myself to eat. Once I take a bite I realize I’m hungry but I don’t really want to eat. This only ever happens to me when I’m hyper busy or at an emotional ebb. Oh well. No use dwelling on it. Such is life. We ebb and flow continually in all aspects. I guess that’s the fun of it too.

Enjoy your Monday!

Off to a doc appt and then kindergarten graduation. My baby isn’t a baby anymore. Just a sassy ball of cuteness learning her way in the world. She was so excited when she left this morning. I asked her why and she said “Because I hate school”. Lol. Oh boy! I didn’t want to mention how much of it she has left. 🀣😬🀭


Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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