Today feels like one of those dreams where you’re running away from something, full speed, expending all the energy and force you can but you aren’t moving anywhere. You’re in the exact same spot. Not moving away from what you are trying to move away from or closer to where you are trying to get to. No matter how much you try, no matter how much your body moves, and your brain wills it, and your intentions are set to it….. you stay frozen there. In place.
Maybe if I visualize it clearer. Maybe if I set my goals stronger, higher, better and then stop running altogether and just give it to God entirely. Maybe then. Maybe then I’ll actually start moving.