30 days of blow jobs vs 30 days of being caged

I was responding to Jenny from Jennys Dating Advice blog (here). I was telling her how my goal is to test her theory. Would a man cater more to his girl if she gave him 30 days worth of blow jobs or 30 days of chastity with zero release?

Having given hundreds of BJ’s I can say with complete certainty that there is only so much variation there. Cock in mouth only has so many differentiations: location, duration, other imagery and sensations, fingers and add-ons can only do so much when the mouth is occupied already. I think it would get boring pretty fast whereas I think chastity has levels upon levels of sensations and mind-fuckery. Plus it’s a constant point of refocus and play.

One day I will have to do this. I told Brad about it and he said he was game of course. We shall see. He can’t keep his hands off his cock so that will be very sweet torture for him. But we would need to order him a specially made cock cage for his girth and length. Those things aren’t cheap.

And no way am I giving 30 days of blowies without knowing I get 30 days of chastity first. It’s a thrilling thought though and I’m definitely game for the 30 blowjobs. It will flex my creativity…..that’s for sure.

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Last night Brad kissed me in front of my garage before he drove himself home. He pulled down my loungers and smacked my ass and grabbed me hard and put his hands on my throat. I have conflicting thoughts.

Thankfully it was late and no one was around. But I don’t like being manhandled in public at all. Secondly while I enjoyed it, I wasn’t craving it and I don’t like always being sexualized. I don’t generally say anything if it isn’t something I’m very against. So I let him and he left me on the driveway in a bit of subspace, reminding me who is in charge.

Who is in charge? The switching gets confusing sometimes really, truth be told. But I’ve thought about this extensively. Do I have the time or energy for more people in my life? Do I have the motivation to entertain both a Dom and a sub separately? I think I’ve accepted that monogamy isn’t my thing and that marriage may not be in the cards either. It’s actually very liberating to come to terms with that.

I remember reading somewhere that the problem with people isn’t that they don’t want to be happy…. it’s that most people don’t really know what will make them happy. I feel like I need to reevaluate that for myself too. I am very fortunate to live in a place and time where (as much as it is a struggle) there is room for me to do what I want to do, to find the happiness I seek. There is a space for me to find joy and fulfilment. I just need to zero in on what that is exactly.

Don’t I? Lol

Kissez!! πŸ’‹πŸ’–πŸ™πŸ½πŸ₯°πŸ”†πŸ˜

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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