Silly Boi’s – frustated

I decided what I definitely needed today was to express my dominant side; sexually…… or rather through BDSM. With Brad gone I messages a couple boys who expressed interest in me dominating them. I was excited because one responded right away saying he was able and willing only to cancel on me a few hours later citing family obligations.

I wasn’t going to go balls to the walls on him but I just need to feel that energy. I need to feel that space in my head. I need to remember what it feels like to be in total control, even if it’s of someone else.

Ugghhhhhhh…..

I am frustrated and I’ve been working all day and I’m tired and hungry too. I guess I’ll figure out something to eat and go home and watch a movie. I want to wake up refreshed. Tomorrow is cleaning day. Woot woot. Finally. My house will be clean….for 5 minutes at least. Lol

Been raining all day. You know….. the more I think about it the more I want to experience a slave. Maybe I need to really consider that an option. Like I have that kind of time though. πŸ™„πŸ˜πŸ˜. Wishful thinking.

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Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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