I’m so horny

Ever since Brad got me back into porn I have been a bit obsessed. And it becomes a vicious circle. I only think about it when I’m horny but watching and thinking about it makes me hornier. Tonight, I was masturbating, getting worked up, on my way to orgasm number two when the tiny tot came in to bed with me. Ugghhhhhhh

I could finish here but I don’t know if the vibrator shakes the bed. I could go to the couch but the thought is not appealing. I would still need to be quiet as a mouse….in my own house. Can’t even masturbate to my hearts content. Jeesh

I told Brad I want to lock him in his room for 2 days when he gets back, put porn on the TV and just have sex and sleep and the rest exclusively as needed. The thought sends shivers down my spine, in a good way.

Now that summer is coming maybe I’ll throw my robe on, grab a few blankets and head out to the yard to masturbate once the kids are asleep. That sounds like a thrill and fun too. Neighbors won’t really be able to see me so no fear of having the cops called on me. Lol

I am still sweating and heart beating fast ….. an orgasm would really hit the spot. Ho hum

😝💋💤😚💖

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

40 thoughts on “I’m so horny”

    1. My pleasure. I am a very sexual person and I wish all women could easily embrace and foster their sexuality. It’s such a beautiful thing and it adds so much richness to my life.

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    1. what you truly need is a chastity slave kept permanently locked in a tiny cage and constantly plugged / dildo’d and fitted with a shock collar around the balls. keeping the slave in constant fear and absolute control.

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  1. I too am also horny beyond compare these days… and porn adds to the satisfaction and constant arousal. Interrupting children definitely throw a wrench into sex and masturbation plans lol

    I go to the bathroom and fuck myself on the floor…. Because when you need to cum… you need to cum, nahmsayin’? No shame.

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    1. Goddamn it what is wrong with you? You keep on and keep on like everything I have said means nothing to you. You care more about your penis and underaged girls than you do me.

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      1. This is a private argument that has nothing to do with me I am taking here?

        Wish I knew what she said, but that would nosy and I don’t want to seem…….. ummmm. What’s the right word here? Oh who am I kidding.

        I want to know…..

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      2. Ummm, I have no idea what comment is about…certainly not my thing. The blog was deleted… Maybe you can move it to your trash? Cuckolding is my kink 🔥

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      3. That is so strange. They responded to you. I unfortunately don’t have my own penis, but that was a fun turn of events. Wonder what the motivation was for that? Why would someone take time out of their lives for that? So bizarre.

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      4. Cuckholding along with threesomes is probably the best and funnest way to make “cheating” work for a couple. Turns something that most people may see as bad and spins it into something good and potentially beneficial for the couple….if ego and jealousy can be kept in check at least.

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      5. You know. As my psychologist and my boyfriend have pointed out to me repeatedly as if late …… fantasies ate just fantasies and are perfectly acceptable…..as long as the taboo or illegal ones remain fantasies it play acted between consenting adults. Right?

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      6. Why do you need me if you have these other women? As long as you have them I don’t need to be in your life. You keep showing me and telling me that I am nothing to you and one wet pussy is as good as another. You have done nothing to make me feel like I am special to you and that no other woman could compare but no instead you spend all your free time lost in vaginas and I am left to believe I don’t matter to you st all because what I see tells me that I don’t.

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      7. Oh my. Settle down. Jeesh. Explain your drama? Who are you talking to? What’s your deal? Is this the soap opera time? Going around creating fictional drama?

        People are allowed to have fantasies and interactions outside of their relationship. Fantasies are fantastic. They add to a person’s sexuality and sex life and of they bring that desire home it’s the best case scenario.

        Monogamy is way overrated and useless. People cheat. Acceptance is better than lies. As a society you’d think we could figure that out by now.

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      8. I haven’t created drama. I don’t want to be with a man who thinks monogamy is overrated. If you can’t be satisfied with me then we don’t need to be together. It’s that fucking simple.

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      9. Suit yourself. I think men that have wild fantasies are much more sexual and passionate. It’s not about you. A lot of it is primitive animal behavior so trying to stop that is rather futile. I say we embrace it. Women can be just as sexual really. We just don’t let ourselves be. I embrace it and I for one have completely given up on the monogamy thing. Even if it happens to happen it isn’t something I’m going to dwell on. Ask yourself is it your one personal view that wants monogamy or what society and tradition has dictated you believe. Science and history don’t seem to back that theory though. So why fight it. Make it work for you. That’s my stance at least. But hey….if you’d rather be lied to.

        Very few men are monogamous by choice rather than by threat of consequences. How does that make anyone feel better about it?

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      10. If he has wild fantasies and wants to be with other people then I don’t need to be in his life. I have no desire to be with another man. I have never been attracted to people and find most humans repulsive so no I don’t have that desire because most people aren’t my cup of tea. I have thought about poly and bullshit FOR HIM because he told me before he wanted that and I thought it was the only way to have him in my life. What is the point of me even being there if I’m not wanted? If he dreams of other women and wants to sleep with other women then I am the odd one out. I don’t take take selfies even though everyone is obsessed with themselves. I have never NEVER followed what the world does or believe they know best but in my heart I can’t love another man. I DON’T want to be touched by another man. I want to be married to my best friend who enjoys the same things as I do. I don’t want to stand in line with a bunch of other women and hope that maybe he will pick me. I have done that for eight years and I was never the one he wanted. I don’t want to have to compete with other women for his love and affection and I don’t see why anyone would ever tell me that is a good thing.

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      11. I am absolutely not saying that. I’m saying there is a way to get your needs met and your partners need met that can be satisfying for both of you. Now in the situation you have you are obviously not satisfied at an intimacy level. He has not made a point to make sure you know your place. Now it’s one thing to unreasonably ask someone to never even fantasize about other women and another to feel second place to these fantasies. This an apples vs oranges discussion.

        You need to get your needs met. Unequivocally. But there is room for everyone’s needs if we can allow people to just be themselves. In your case maybe your right. Your base needs aren’t being met so good riddance. Alone isn’t miserable. Being with someone who doesn’t appreciate you is. 🤗💖

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      12. I have always tried to meet his needs but once he got what he wanted he was always gone back to the other women, the ones who really matter. He never tried to meet my needs. He told me one Thanksgiving morning that I wasn’t a priority to him and he has spent the last few years making sure I know I never will. I don’t want to hear anything about what he wants anymore because he is never satisfied and my needs are never met. I don’t matter in the least and I never did. I am not second place to these women..he has gone MONTHS without speaking to me. Completely turned his back on me before Christmas and every birthday he has never been around and not once has he wished me a happy day. The most basic of basic needs and he couldn’t care less if I’m happy or not. He doesn’t even care about me as a person let alone as a love or a lover. He spends all his time making videos of other women. Posting photos of other real life women and the last time he even mentioned that he might find me attractive in a sexual way was AUGUST. I am not anything to him. He doesn’t have a right to expect me to embrace his desires when he doesn’t care about me at all. He doesn’t love me, he doesn’t want me and he never has. It’s not like he wants to sleep with me and do things either, he wants to do those things with someone else and he has cut me out of his life over and over so he could go do those things with someone else. I don’t know why he ever spoke to me at all because he doesn’t want to be in my life. He wants to use women, as many as he can get his hands on and I want to be married and grow a garden and raise fancy chickens. He has lied and said he wanted to marry me but then he spends all his time on porn and other women. I give him the best of me and he takes the love and kindness and doesn’t return it but he gives it to his girlfriends. I don’t know why I ever had to be drug into the situation when someone else gets the kindness, someone else gets the love, someone else is desired and I treated like I’m a stupid bitch because I get mad because a man claiming he wants to marry me won’t stop whoring around. I never should have been in the situation when what he wants isn’t me.

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      13. Well.. for starters don’t blame yourself. Life and learn. Men are interesting creatures. You really can’t believe much of what they say. The words are nice to hear but we absolutely must hear what their actions say. Then you must be selfish first and foremost. As women we are natural caregivers so you will meet his needs because you love him. That’s never the issue. The issue is making sure you’re needs are met firstly. Always!! Then you will never have this problem again. Let this egghead go. There are a plethora of women who want to be abused and used and want the attention. You find yourself the man that will support your needs and allow space for your desires, ambitions and chickens. Work on yourself. Work on getting what you want out of life and don’t let yourself be screwed over again. Or in the words of Ariana Grande “Thank you, next!”

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      14. It’s funny how you said not to blame me then proceeded to tell me why it was my fault. I put my foot down over and over and screamed for respect but I never got it. If all men are liar and self serving assholes then there is no next for me. There is no reason to let anyone else hurt me when I don’t deserve to be hurt.

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      15. Ok. I meant that there is no benefit to blaming yourself. Only to looking at how you possibly also had input into this relationship and changing that. Take it however you want.

        Again…..when you put yourself first and work on yourself then a better person presents. Men are absolutely NOT all assholes. So let’s not go there. K?

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      16. He chooses to post naked photos of girls each and every day. He knows how I feel about it and he won’t stop. It’s more important to him than me. He LOVES child porn, he’s obsessed with it. He’s a police officer but it doesn’t stop him and he’s even wrote stories about fucking my children and that is 100% on him. I told him he hurts me and I have walked away and walked away but he doesn’t love me enough to change. He doesn’t care about me at all. Every man I have ever had the misfortune to meet has been a scumbag and an asshole so yep they are all garbage. He keeps posting garbage and keeps posting it because he WANTS to hurt me. They have all gone out of their way to hurt me and I didn’t deserve it! I never deserved it.

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      17. First of all you need to acknowledge that you are probably seeking out a specific type based on your own past traumas. Then we have to acknowledge that pedophilia is not something you can just get over but that fantasies are just fantasies and if they stay in the fantasy or consentual adult role playing game it’s absolutely fine. That being said…….this sounds far beyond that and my advice is to remove him from your life. Take a good hard look at how you got yourself into this situation and know there is better out there for you. It is possible, but this bitter anger is not productive. Is it?

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      18. I have every right in the world to be bitter. I was not sexually abused. I grew up in a home where we were cussed out and I had to watch my stepmom and step brother get beat daily but there was no molestation or incest. I was cussed out or neglected. I married a man who would do the same but he stopped doing that. He would still have some light anger when he was sick but it pretty much completely stopped and he started helping me and not being like my dad. This guy is nothing like anyone I knew growing up or even from TV he is nothing like what I know. I contacted him long ago but he hurts me then comes around. I start doing really well and I’m happy without him then he shows back up and acts like he’s different for a second but he hasn’t changed. He still does the pervert shit and picks it over me. I have spent the past two weeks cleaning shit and vomit . I tend to real life shit and don’t live online or in the sick world he lives in. I am nothing like him. I don’t even think about sex let alone want to see anyone naked. I don’t want to hurt children and I spend my time taking care of mine. I am nothing like him. Even my dad wasn’t that bad of a man. He was practically a saint compared to him and I have way more respect for my dad than I do him.

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      19. Okay but you do have some abusive stuff in your background. Maybe this is a “one off”. I’m not saying to blame yourself. I’m saying self reflection is a good thing and never hurts. If he is your only taste of an abusive relationship then consider it a one of a kind situation and be done with him once and for all. As far as the bitterness suit yourself. I’m only saying it does no good but if that’s how you want to spend your time what do I care. You obviously have A LOT to work through and I’m not particularly invested in your well being nor know enough about your situation to tell you anything. There are always many sides to a story and I feel everyone benefits from owning their own shit in life because none of us are walking saints. So all that said. Please refrain from commenting further as your negativity is off-putting, you take everything I say the wrong way and I don’t any benefit to either of us in engaging any further. Goodbye

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      20. You got balls now that you are behind the fake page? No you don’t because you hung up like the goddamn coward that you truly are. You cannot face me because you are a stupid fuck

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      21. You are as evil as they come and YOU won’t own up to it. I spent YEARS doing the work and crying and you are still lying. Fuck you! I will remember what you said, everything you have said today to talk shit about me and put me down. I know you don’t care and that’s why you post the photos and videos because you have NEVER cared about me. I am NOT negative. You are simply mean and you won’t own up to it. You break my arm then blame me for crying and being upset. Everything I am mad about I have reasons to be mad about. I HATE You. I want the world to know what a POS you are. A goddamn Hutto Texas police officer who write and post photos and videos about fucking children then tries to turn it on me.i hope you burn in hell where you belong.

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      22. I have been HAPPY. I’ve been fine. It’s when k see the garbage you posted yesterday that I got upset. I don’t have any issues and I will kill you for putting it on me. If the world knew you the real you they hate you too.

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    2. Lately it is very, very taboo and also genres I absolutely would not want to do in real life, which again is part of the taboo thing. I’m actually a bit embarrassed to say because I don’t want to be judged like I’m a sick pervert but it skirts that line…..for sure. Some of it people may find appalling, but when you take into consideration my background in sexual experiences it’s quite normal to have these fantasies and porn interests and quite another to try to actually have them in reality.

      Know what I mean? I can differentiate that now even if I’m still having a hard time accepting it.

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      1. Now I’m intrigued. 😈Like you said fantasy and real life are different things. The mind fuck is always hot…no matter the naughty thoughts swirling around in your sexy mind.

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      2. Yes. Exactly. It’s a twisted fantasy world. Maybe that’s why I like domination so much. It is so against the norm.

        Can you believe all that? WTF? I’m tempted to believe it was fake but who spends so much time and energy on that kind of stuff. Someone with serious mental issues. I hope for their sake it is fake because that’s one warped sense of reality and I thought I had issues. Lol. I just have weird porn fetishes and a very healthy appetite for sex (with adults…. because that seems to be in doubt suddenly. Lol).

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