Busy day

Ay yay yay

What a week. Already. Lol. I had three interviews, which I haven’t done in years. I didn’t even stay for the end of the first interview, I knew I didn’t want that job. And I’m keeping the rest under wraps for now but let’s just say……πŸ˜πŸ‘πŸ½πŸ˜‰

My clientele jumped from 5 clients this week to 10 in the blink of the eye. So thankful and I just love my clients. They are all so unique and some are so digestively challenged that it makes me truly thankful to be able to give them relief. And it makes me so happy to see return clients too, I can’t explain but it settles my heart. Yesterday I caught one off guard when I gave her a huge, strong hug, and it’s not about the money. I can’t explain it right now really but it’s just so beyond that.

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I didn’t sleep well last night. I think I was anxious about the health expo today. Plus I have two clients and a doctor’s appointment for one of the kiddo’s and grocery shopping to do. Feeling a bit like a chicken with its head cut off just zooming around. Yet I feel oddly more relaxed than I have felt in months. It’s amazing how much weight and burden financial stress carries.

I’m still of the mind that it is a crime against humanity with the wealth and resources of this world to not be able to provide some semblance of stability for everyone. Just the basics: food, shelter, water, healthcare. If this was provided universally we would not have 1/100th of the problems we do in this world: including immigration, stress, crime, war.

And I know I am way too idealistic, but you know what…….nothing that ever existed materialized out of thin air. There was a spark, a thought, a catalyst, a desire, a need….something. We are past the point of keeping on keeping on with the idiotic way the world functions. And this isn’t about me, it isn’t even about my kids, it’s about humanity and earth and the future of our species.

I’m sure aliens must look at how we function and laugh at our egomaniacal, selfish lunacy. All I can do is roll my eyes, take a deep breath and keep my head up.

Enjoy your day beautiful people of this sector of the Galaxy. πŸ’‹πŸ˜‰πŸŒˆπŸ₯°πŸ™πŸ½

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

9 thoughts on “Busy day”

  1. Are you from Portland? Or Seattle? If you don’t mind. I get the Portland vibe.
    I’m a city kid, losing empathy by the hour, but it’s nice hearing an idealistic soul still trying to do some good in the world.
    I’m not. But that’s why I read your posts…plus all the sexy talk. πŸ™‚
    Cheers. Hope life continues to get better for you.

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    1. I live in a Portland burb. Yes.

      Thanks so much!!

      Well. It isn’t even about idealistic to me really. I’m actually trying to be pragmatic. It makes sense to me.

      I’m not talking about buying everyone iPhone and beach houses and Lamborghini’s. Just the absolute basics. Erase all borders. Let it all reset itself.

      Well. Anyway. A girl can dream. Lol

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      1. Right??

        Me too. So much. Although I can’t claim to be as cool as being from here. πŸ˜‰

        But it’s been jokingly said that Portland is the only city that displaces black people out of their neighborhoods to then put up signs that say “black lives matter”.

        I’m not really sure because that does seem to fit if it’s good or bad. There is too much blame for all this to fall any one side though…..that’s for sure. Lots of hands in the greed, laziness and apathy cookie jar. I get it. I’m just not sure it’s entirety funny. I better go to sleep. I’m way too stoned to think anymore. Time to okay with the kitty. πŸ€£πŸ’‹

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      2. Homeless people in NY, SF and SJ are on another level. I got high with an encampment one time–all day high–I ordered three XL pizzas, beers, everything, and tried to teach peeps twice my age how to bury their shit, actual shit, instead of wrapping it in plastic bags and tossing it over a fence near their encampment, or straight shitting and pissing into a stream. Some people just suck. They suck. I’ve met nice homeless people too, though. One out of 50, but I guess we should all be there for that one at least. I try not to be grumpy.

        Oy, homeless talk..

        Tell me something pretty going on.

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      3. One out of every 50? Really? Hmmmmmm

        Does being homeless make you have a shitty attitude or does having a shitty attitude make you homeless? Neither quite seems true.

        Something pretty. …….

        Picturing the full moon in the back of my mind.
        I haven’t seen it in so long due to cloud cover and the vantage of my bedroom window.
        The blinds are pulled and the ambient light outside makes the skin on my naked body glow ever so slightly
        As I lay here over the soft blanket you bought me for my bed
        I’m missing your touch
        Missing your hot breath on the back of my ears and down my neck
        Missing your hard cock pressed up against my side
        Dripping precum
        Bulging with desire
        And expectancy
        If you were here now I would give you my most seductively evil smile
        push your head down and say
        “Get to work first, and make me beg for it”……..
        Ahhhhhhh
        But alas
        It’s just me, my little bullet and my memories of you
        Goodnight.
        I’ll think of you…my loveπŸ’‹

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      4. Ohhhhh…well. 12 miles can take over 45 minutes of gut wrenching traffic. And when I have clients and things to do it completely unsettles me. Traffic is like an Achilles to me. My stress goes through the roof unless I have nowhere to be, nothing to do, no responsibilities AND I’m. It hungry or having to pee. (Which is never) lol

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