So I learned about new porn: massage porn and nudist beach porn. Plus I googled hot movie sex scene compilations. Nothing popped up that I liked but that seems worthwhile. And I have not given up hope of finding “making love” porn.
Do I still like my stand-bys? Yes. I do. But I’m learning to diversify and add to my repertoire. I’m learning I get to choose my sexuality and there are so many things to like and enjoy in this world, let alone all the things people don’t typically associate with sexual pleasure that can still be so.
Today I only got dressed at 5pm and even then it was only to put on pajamas, I even napped which I never do. I also watched an entire adult movie with only a few “mama” interruptions. I ate french fries and chocolate and had a decent singular orgasm. All in all, minus the regret and morning hangover, it was an awesome and totally lazy day.
This mother’s day weekend……the first time I’ve ever extended it into a full weekend is turning out pretty darn good……so far. Plans for tomorrow are already in place. I’ll include a few pictures in tomorrow’s post if all goes according to plans. Goodnight world.