I haven’t seen the movies. Yes I know I should see them and I want to see them but I want to watch then with someone and not my kids necessarily. And I so miss the show although for the life of me I can’t even guess at where it could possibly go from here.
Anyway. I just woke up from a dream.
In the dream all these “people” had no exterior impulse or drive. They would do what I wanted them to do at any time but they could not and would not hurt me. That was their only hard rule. They could and would hurt each other sometimes but generally they only did whatever passing thought or agenda I gave them, even if it was just a judgement. I didn’t know that they responded to what I dictated though.
They were starting to malfunction and some didn’t trust themselves or others and so they (the kind ones, the ones that loves us/me) were trying to kill themselves. So much so that even as they came for me they put machetes in my hand so I could slay them before they slayed me and then even though they wanted me to still work the matrix and believe that they wanted good for me, so I could work the system as much as possible when it worked; they still cautioned me that not everyone is complying and that they were in great fear of all of this; what was now happening.
I haven’t processed it yet. But I want to sleep more. I just wanted to write this down or I’ll never remember. Lol