It’s been a lot of stress lately and yesterday kind of just capped it off and sent me into a bit of a tailspin. I’m just wondering am I doing it all wrong?
I mean everything too. Everything!! Personally, professionally, sexually. I suppose self-evaluation is a good thing but this feels more like a form of defeatism. Like what am I doing with my life? Do I have it all wrong? Am I failing? Do I need to completely redirect everything? Change course completely?
I’ve put all my energy and focus in one direction. And it feels like the light went out at the end of the tunnel and I’m completely lost right now. I think I’ll climb into bed and cry myself to sleep without the kid noticing (I hope). And maybe tomorrow I’ll wake up like Adele. I suppose that’s the hope. The hope I can find the strength within myself to keep on keeping on.
Wishing you all the same. 💋