Bleed

I know what I want

I know what I need

I know what I’ve waited for my entire life

The only thing that I’ve wanted more than anything else

Connection

Depth of emotion unlike any other

And that requires your absolute everything

And I don’t care at what cost

Like a baby doesn’t care about the years of blood that led to it’s final arrival

The months of sacrifices and burden placed on the person surrounding it’s womb

It doesn’t care that it’s caretaker hasn’t slept in 3 days, showered in a week or eaten a warm meal for over a month.

And to try explaining that to it would be rather asinine

Logic and words fail in this scenario as it does also in mine

I know what I need

and…….

………….

I need you to bleed

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

2 thoughts on “Bleed”

    1. Right! It’s a bit extreme. I obviously am not being literal. I actually don’t like seeing blood IRL. Lol

      I recognize that most people probably don’t want, understand, appreciate or approve of this sort of request. But this isn’t meant for the masses. It’s meant for one person.

      I know what I offer. And much like that baby that looks into your eyes, grabbing ahold of your finger with their entire hand and tells you withiut a sound with absolutely no uncertainty that you are their life and they love you with every fiber of their entire being.

      I don’t make it sound reciprocal purposely….

      This is me. This is what I want and expect. I am not trying for normalcy. I’m trying for happiness. I am aiming for my own version of happily ever after. Guess everyone must find what that means for themselves.

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