It doesn’t help that I’m sick of course
But I feel like completely disengaging from the world right now.
It doesn’t help that I’m a bit heartbroken about the break-up with Brad
It doesn’t help that all the girls are sick too
And it definitely doesn’t help that I’m out of pot
I was so tempted to text him
And say what?
“I’m sick, come hug me and bring me food and pot…please”. Lol. Nah. Just drive the boi crazy.
The teenager is getting Five Guys. I think I’ll take a long hot bubble bath. Nothing french fries and a hot soak can’t make better. A little better.
I think I’ll hole myself up all weekend and figure out why I can’t cure myself.
I read a post on my Google feed. It was horrible. I know news is suppose to be quasi-factual but this report was just a capture of a Reddit post against anti-vaxxers. So I commented. I was the first person to comment against vaccines and of course everyone came after me as if I was trying to kill their puppies. I can’t keep fighting this fight.
It reminds me of our first stint in Iraq. I was so adamantly opposed that when we invaded Afghanistan I could barely muster the desire to care. I just gave up. It seemed so pointless. I care. I obviously care but no one wants to listen. We’ve become a world of “I’m right and your wrong and nothing will change my mind”.
In truth I am absolutely not opposed to vaccines; not at all. I’m just calling for some common sense and sensibility. We can’t go from my parents generation of only 8 vaccines to mine of about 30 to my kids of over 70. Take out all the junk, and carcinogens in them. Schedule them based on the child’s own unique health history, age, weight, etc., separate them so they aren’t given so many at one time (especially the MMR), and don’t take away people’s right to sue if they have adverse affects. Plus don’t pit doctors against patients in this dogma of “greater good” where NO ONE takes any blame, fault or responsibility when a child does get injured and or dies from them.
Once they fix the (money grab) system I’ll be more on board. But no use…..no use trying to educate people when the mainstream media is on the pharmaceutical payroll. It made me wonder today if all that backlash against Facebook and Amazon has anything to do with the fact that now all of a sudden, quite simultaneously they both are taking all anti-vax info off of their sites.
Freedom of speech is no longer true when governments and corporations conspire to keep people shackled to the regulations and agendas they want to pursue and censor information. One day it won’t be vaccines. This is just proving the power these entities have. The rhetoric has gotten so bad and these people they have zero ethics….zero.
I’m really giving up. I’m considering this fight dead. Corporations win. Pharmaceutical companies win. Government wins. The people……lol. No one cares……..we aren’t people to these entities. We are pocket books at best and expendable nuisances at worst.
Freedom is no longer truly possible in this world. Only freedom within. Thankfully that’s still available and I’ll have to settle for that.
And as far as those greedy fucks go. I’m going to tell them the exact same thing I tell those people that send scam emails and texts:
“There is a very special place in hell for you. I’ve been there so I can tell you that from experience. Life is very short, but a second in hell is an eternity. Good luck with that…asshole(s). Lol”
Karma is good, but honestly knowing they’re going to hell is even better. I should feel compassion. They’ve lost their soul. They’ve lost their way. They’re just stuck in a wonky world doing the best they can. Uhu. Yeah. No!! Most of these fucks know exactly what they are doing. Hey. I didn’t invent this system. Doesn’t mean I can’t be glad it exists.
I have compassion…..I just exercise it wisely. On some people it seems completely wasted. Sorry.