I was talking to my eldest tonight and she says to me, why can’t you just make all my decisions for me. In my head I was like “yep, I created you into the perfect sub”. Doesn’t help that she’s a complete Libra absolutely incapable of making a firm decision without prodding and pulling.
The middle one is so very hyper-intelligent but she’s more of a “love me, I need lots of love, but on my terms” person. This intense need probably comes form the very typical and very real middle child syndrome she has going on.
Then munchie is a total spitfire. She used to be the perfect domme in the making but an incident last year squelched her fire a little. I think it will come back in full force eventually in her lifetime. Hopefully.
These beings are the center of my life. Right before I got pregnant I was actually getting ready to go to a Buddhist monastery, sight unseen, believe it or not. Probably not that hard to believe now that I think of it. They knew I was not Buddhist is the most interesting part of that. I can’t remember the name of it. Somewhere in California I believe; a commune type thing.
If it weren’t for these girls at this point in my life a solitary cave actually sounds quite nice.
I think I need a vacation. Lol