Spoke too soon

My throat hurts. I’ve been snotty. I barely dragged myself out of bed for my client this morning. But my energy level is not bad. Overall still impressed with my immune system considering I used to get sick every single time one of the kids did. Lol

I had weird dreams. Always happens when I’m sick. I dreamt I had a boyfriend, he had a dominant presence but treated me very tenderly and loving. Then Brad was back in the picture and I was sick and woke up to find him cleaning the bathrooms with powerful synthetic chemical cleaning agents (big no-no in my house) and he was irritated with me because I hadn’t bothered to clean them as he had expected me to. It was just as frustrating as our real life interactions.


I called my mortgage company preemptively to see about getting help. The local offices they directed me to told me they may be able to help once I am in arrears. I don’t want it to get to that point, I just like to know my options, if necessary. I’m definitely not handing my kids back to the ex again.


Hard to think positive when your body feels shitty. So I’m aiming for quiet restful neutrality today. I’m not gonna overthink anything, start a new project or use my energy unnecessarily. I’m going to allow myself a lazy day. Well….as lazy as it can be with two parent teacher conferences, a client and a doctor’s appointment. Plus we need toilet paper. πŸ€ͺ

Craziness. How I can still manage to feel horny through all this is bizarre even to me. You ever sick and have sex and feel better? Try it. Works great for a head cold. Nature is miraculous. Your body responds to help make you feel better so you can still procreate.

It’s only temporary relief and don’t over-exert yourself but it’s a win/win if someone else is doing all the work to make you orgasm anyway. Lol. Talk about being able to feel good in several ways. Not sure who you can get to kiss you when you’re sick considering if their immune system isn’t spectacular they risk getting sick but……. worth it, I think.

Works great for migraines too but it can take a hot minute to orgasm, and you may not be able to get there but just trying has saved me from many a migraine. Many, many, many. I’m not sure if masturbating relieves head colds too. I’ve never tried. Hmmmmm.

That’s now something I must try. Not today though my nose and head are actually pretty clear right now, just my throat hurting and phlegmy. And of course I have no echinacea in the house. Trying some Immunoberry thing I was given by a naturopath.

Think I’ll take a few minutes later to go sit in the sun.

Grateful to all of you for reading my diary. Kissez


Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

8 thoughts on “Spoke too soon”

      1. That makes sense for a bulk item.

        I was thinking…… if you can’t get any…. that I hope you have lots of good toys. I mean your hands can get pretty tiresome. Not for me. For me that would be new territory but for most men it’s old hat. Lol


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