I’m putting it out there. For my own edification and also to mark the time in my life. Even 5 or 10 years from now I’ll look back on this in wonderment I’m sure. Lol

I’m going balls to the walls here. I’m really laying it on strong. Isn’t it Sarah Centralia that said go bigger with your dreams…bigger than you even believe….and then start to believe (I guess) or put it on a vision board at least. Those are her exact words. I’m pretty possibly sure.

Material life

There are so many businesses I would love to be a part of:

Colon hydrotherapy spas at airports

Affordable(?) organic and natural clothing and home goods, in bulk and maybe even as a zero waste center, even accepting compost and giving it back to the community when bio-ready.

A members only club for writers and artists that was dark and maybe a little seedy. With a piano always being played somewhat off-key by people in the process of some imbibement, debauchery, madness or utter brilliance.

Teenage/all age community center where volunteers would organize and help themselves and each other. Daycare, movies, fun things for kids and adults and everyone in between. Meals offered nightly via potluck.

A boarding school for foster children and at risk kids that wanted an opportunity with a top notch education that teaches around the beauty of knowledge and the power of education, along with a strong moral code and sense of giving back and gratitude, of the valor of honor and truth and treating all people equally regardless even of how one is treated.

A healing center based around mind body connection and The Gerson Therapy of high density organic whole food nutrients and cleansing out of the colon and stimulation of the liver….but plus all the goodies of a “real” spa. A health wellness center of whole body being. If you will.

OMG. So many. So many more. Lol. It’s so fun to be in my head sometimes.

Love life

A person that is authentically themselves and we not only mesh but bring out the best in each other and see the absolute best in each other through anything. Does this being have to have a penis? I guess anything is up for a debate. I’m trying to be in the moment and that can sometimes feel limitless.

Spiritual life

To keep progressing at this rate, of being able to handle it. Lol

Maybe meeting people I can learn deeper truths with. Don’t get me wrong I’ve learned some awesome truths as of late from some lovely humans beings. Life can be fun with mentors……right? Someone you can see the real value of them existing in this world. No pressure. Breath.

To never stop enjoying pot. I don’t take much and I don’t take it always. But when I do I feel plugged into some other world stuff. I really do.

I have lessons to learn still. And maybe I hope I have more to give. It’s been one wild ride, especially lately.

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

2 thoughts on “Dreams”

  1. Good stuff. I get the sense of absence of community in broader society, but feel real community in AA, or at the Y, or at Church. We can live in neighborhoods and not even know the names of our neighbors.

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