I felt pretty good all day. I laid in the sun for a bit, played with the kids, made myself an ice cream sundae, watched a little TV and saw a client. I didn’t do any intention healing on her but when she left my hand was throbbing, which is always a sign that I’ve done some healing.
I guess it is like the teachers said yesterday, once you’re a conduit it will pour out of you to those you touch or within your immediate vicinity, like it or not. You don’t have control since it’s divinity deciding.
Now…..the great thing about this energy work is that you get first dibs. The energy passes through you first. So ideally and theoretically you should get a boost of it…… I somehow feel like I’m missing the blueprint to that though.
I still felt pretty good all day. If any sad or fearful thoughts came up I simply redirected them. I’m working on this. I’m being very intentional about my thoughts. I can’t be all blah blah blah about my convictions. I really need to walk this walk. I really want to walk the walk. Ok soul….. let’s do this.
On another note. I really want to masturbate but it’s so damn quiet in this house and noise travels so well. Practically impossible to have sex in this house without others knowing unless you’re the quiet as a mouse type, which even solo I generally am not. This house is over 100 years old. I’m sure lots and lots of sex was had in it; even before I rented it out as a BDSM Airbnb for those few months. I was looking at a random girls feed on FetLife and I could swear some of her photos were taken in my “red room”…..but who’s complaining? Just funny and fun. Lol