By happenstance, habit and necessity I’ve been a bit of a loner my entire life. I have a handful of people I depend on; family, friends, old lovers, mentors, etc. but mostly the cheese stands alone. Not complaining, but it’s not something I want to purposely maintain either.
I worked on a client this week; another naturopath with severe digestive issues. I did a healing on her and set myself back 3 days now. My energy has been sooo low. The first night I was actually physically pained all night. The second day better but now this third day I’ve just been wiped out all day. Let’s see how tomorrow goes, but if I can’t figure this out I’m simply not going to be able to do this anymore.
She has a much higher energy field than I do, even while physically impaired. So while I was still able to help her it has come at too high of a cost and while I love helping people this is way too much to ask of me. No amount of money makes this worthwhile.
Makes me reevaluate everything. Can I do more healing? My gut instinct says not to give up and to keep pushing ahead, but I will have to abstain from doing intentional healings until I can get this under control.
If it isn’t one thing it’s another. Isn’t it?
I think if I have the energy I’ll masturbate tomorrow. I’m watching “Thanks for Sharing” with Paltrow right now about sexual addiction. I’m so glad I don’t have that problem. Phew……😛🤣🙃