Make this easier…..


By happenstance, habit and necessity I’ve been a bit of a loner my entire life. I have a handful of people I depend on; family, friends, old lovers, mentors, etc. but mostly the cheese stands alone. Not complaining, but it’s not something I want to purposely maintain either.

I worked on a client this week; another naturopath with severe digestive issues. I did a healing on her and set myself back 3 days now. My energy has been sooo low. The first night I was actually physically pained all night. The second day better but now this third day I’ve just been wiped out all day. Let’s see how tomorrow goes, but if I can’t figure this out I’m simply not going to be able to do this anymore.

She has a much higher energy field than I do, even while physically impaired. So while I was still able to help her it has come at too high of a cost and while I love helping people this is way too much to ask of me. No amount of money makes this worthwhile.

Makes me reevaluate everything. Can I do more healing? My gut instinct says not to give up and to keep pushing ahead, but I will have to abstain from doing intentional healings until I can get this under control.

If it isn’t one thing it’s another. Isn’t it?

I think if I have the energy I’ll masturbate tomorrow. I’m watching “Thanks for Sharing” with Paltrow right now about sexual addiction. I’m so glad I don’t have that problem. Phew……😛🤣🙃

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

7 thoughts on “Make this easier…..”

      1. Indeed, organic smoothie is a better choice. The reason 5hr is my “go to” when my dick is in the dirt is b/c no sugar, very little caffeine, and the rest is a fuckton of B- vitamins.

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      2. B vitamins are great. My 5 hour energy boost is a freezing cold shower or bathtub dunk. Works every time…… but you can probably understand why I’m not gungho about them. Great for your adrenals too though.


      3. Yesterday morning I literally felt I was going to pass out, so I did about 12 minutes worth of energy exercises. Light things. Some super power yoga, deep breathing exercises, and stuff. It worked so well even when I tried to nap I couldn’t. Lol


      4. Super brain yoga….basically squats while you hold your earlobes and deep breathing exercises, like the quick yoga breaths and somethings I just kind of went with. It probably looked silly but they worked. Too well. I would have enjoyed that nap. Lol


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