Those little red plastic Devo hats are not that becoming, but it’s worth the novelty of it I think. Must find.
Today I had an awesome time fucking Brad.
First I whipped his ass. Marking the same area over and over until it looked a lovely shade of pink and barely noticeable white welts. I took advantage of being in power play mode and explained to him my 5 necessities while I had him count them out twice. (Repeating them back to me.) They were:
1) love: self explanatory
2) obedience: aka reliability (I am the queen of negotiation. I love to communicate. I am about win/wins. So if we agree to something or you say something…mean it. Mean what you say and say what you mean and follow through on it. That to me is obedience. Obedience or as some could possibly call it too…honor.)
3) positivity: self explanatory
4) kindness: be nice to me. Treat me please always like a friend. Hold my heart in your hands lightly and lovingly.
5) calmness: I need him to calm his hamster wheels. I can not be expected to do that for him always. He must learn to self sooth, refocus and direct his energy calmly and purposely.
I thought I left him satisfied as far as pain but he surprises me and asks for more. I, of course, more than willing oblige. I start by tying up his cock and balls which makes them splendidly sensitive. They get nice and purple and plump.
Then I proceed to smack, whip and do this lovely thing too.
Lol. I didn’t have him bound so I had to take it easy to where he wouldn’t thrash too much or pull them off himself, but enough to where I could sense his threshold. Had he been bound I would have gone further. But…….none of this was the best part.
The best part was that he stays hard or even semi-hard the entire time he is tied so I can do as I please with him as long as I please and boy did I take advantage of that. Unfortunately I have not been orgasming with him as strongly or quickly as I’d like to* but OMG. I basically edged myself for almost 2 hours using his cock.
I waited for and wanted an explosive orgasm and when I sensed what seemed like a small one I stopped myself. But I would let myself build up over and over and over to it….to where I was just there…just there ….and the sensations were extraordinary. Absolutely out of this world pleasure sensations. Knowing I had all the time in the world. Knowing I could do whatever I wanted. Knowing it was all about me and my pleasure…… exclusively……OMG. I can’t tell you the glory of that. I also tried all kinds of different positions and let me tell you…I became a reverse cowgirl enthusiast today. Oh boy did I.
*(that’s a story and explanation for another time)