Suppose it comes to no one’s surprise that there is blood somewhere in my digestive tract. Back to my alcohol is evil stance. Hey…..I like to drink as much as the next guy, but my body is at a firm stance here….and I can oblige or start digging the dirt out.
Fortunately the digestive tract and most importantly the colon is highly regenerative.
I really need to get on board with myself. I say I want all these things and this “whole life” lifestyle and yet…….
I think the saying goes something along the lines of “be who you want to see”. Hmmpphh.
I was talking to a gentleman on FetLife last night that has a strange gift. He knows when people are going to die. This “talent” comes with difficulties for him and darkness. He was also telling me about a friend of his who went to sleep in his house in New York and woke up two days later on the side of the road in CA with no memory except of being touched by a man and darkness. I told him they both need exorcisms.
If you have seen half of what I’ve seen in this life maybe you could be skeptical of evil, but I don’t have the luxury of denial. I just feel lucky to be able to skirt it. I call and keep calling to God. That energy is always available thankfully. So it’s a matter of opening up to it and stearing clear of the “other”.
I was telling Anneleah that I inadvertently performed an exorcism on a client the other day. I was minutely aware that is what may have been happening but since I’d never done one before and had no clue how it was happening all I could do was make peace with it and keep her as calm as possible.
Afterwards it seemed clear that was what happened but don’t even ask me how or why. I didn’t tell the client either. I figured it happened for a reason. Whatever came out needed to come out. “Better out than in.” is what I tell everyone no matter what we see come out or how strange it is. I mean yes colonics are miraculous but they aren’t that miraculous. Lol
I really want to get more control over this gift God gave me. All I can do is keep moving forward. Most especially I need this for myself too, for my own salvation. It all seems to be coming at me so fast though and I can’t seem to concentrate on my more tangible and pressing needs….like paying my mortgage. Lol
Ay yay yay
Faith….I have faith.
Sending you a dose of faith. Like a security blanket of love. 💋💖🙏🏽