Under the gun

More happiness

More synchronicity

More authenticity*

More joy

More financial freedom**

The race is set

I’m at the start line

My heart is beating rapidly

We have a few moments in real time which in race time always feels longer

But it’s coming

“On your marks

Get set………”


The roar of the train, the whistle blowing

So solitary

So beautiful

I probably romanticise it too much.

Reality seeps in everywhere

But the soft distant sound makes my soul leap (in a good way)


*Your souls authenticity on this journey; not complaining. There is a soft deep truth to that difference. They can convey the same facts only a much different way.

**What would the world be like if we all had “financial freedom”?

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

8 thoughts on “Under the gun”

  1. Could you imagine Trump grovelling to a bunch of aliens. “save my family; especially junior”. I’m kidding. What do I know. I only know I wouldn’t be on those space crafts if they could stop it probably unless I’m going as a slave. Hey….is that a thing yet?


    1. Don’t we all unfortunately? It’s a weird chase to dream to me. Doesn’t ultimately seem to lead to much happiness; just things. But that’s just a financial barrier talking……that’s the new age belief at least.
      I have always had a mild aversion to money. Ever since I stole $1 from my dad’s wallet and he somehow figured it out and beat the crap out of me. One of many such occurrences. That’s just how it was for me. I’m not complaining at all.
      This is why I want a life of ease though. Part of what’s molded me, along with a whole bunch else I’m not privy to. This is why I seek inner peace so much. So really I should almost thank those people and things that molded me, no matter what they were. They were only doing their best. I guess. What else can be asked of people?
      It’s sad to me the way the world works…when I can see world’s so much better than this could and probably do exist.
      Wouldn’t it be funny to go (colonate) or refugee ourselves to them.
      OMG So stoned. Lol

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      1. I think you’re right in that money isn’t the answer to all our problems. It could never be that. It’s just an elaborate bartering game that we’ve all gotten locked into playing whether we want to or not. A life of ease would be great. Can money buy that? I guess. But at what price? So, yeah, I do take your point. Well made.

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