Reaching out

I feel like I set myself up for failure sometimes in this life

With not enough sleep

Not enough exercise

Not enough clean food

And good hydration

Not enough meditation

I leave the house always starting out five minutes behind; at least

Lol

It’s all very funny

Until it isn’t

I forgot to say goodbye to the little girls that helped

I didn’t say hello to the cute family eating alone

I tried to listen to what I was told

But the lights

The noises

It all overwhelms me

And I didn’t eat breakfast

And my anxiety was creeping up on me

Which sometimes inhibits me

Or at least doesn’t bring out my true authenticity

But I’m trying

“I’m trying world…you hear me”

At the end of the day

That’s all I have in me

God forgive me

I hope that’s enough

Most days I’m just glad the house is still standing

And my kids are all in one piece

and I’m home to enjoy

the quiet night

That engulfs me in peaceful rememberance of the day

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but itโ€™s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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