Brad talks about moving to Virginia, building a house on his dad’s property. Remote enough to be able to walk around naked freely, yet close enough to the city and people to socialize and get needs met. He makes it sound so idealic. He also makes it sound like neither one of us would have to actually work for a living. Which means I could write my books, take care of my kids and family, myself, maybe pick up gardening like I’ve been talking about for years. (Have lots and lots of sex. Shhhhhhh)

I could also potentially offer this healing on a donation basis. That way I could see for myself the efficacy based around the donations and “gifts” received. That would put the proof in the pudding.

It sounds like a much calmer and sweeter life; especially without financial stress. No life is completely free of stressors, but they are easier to handle when you live a serene life. Not to say we still won’t have deviancy. I explained to him how important community is to me. I haven’t managed to find it yet here that much but that is a goal no matter where I am.* I want not just a deviant community, but I want to grow and live in a community of people that I can consider like family.

He assured me there was a deviant community there that was well established albeit much more underground than the one here in Portland.

It sounds great in theory, but I’m just going day to day here. Still trying to find a naturopath to work with. I may have to use money as an incentive. I didn’t want to, but it may come to that. I’m not sure the issue really. Do naturopaths not know or understand colon hydrotherapy and The Gerson Therapy? Is there some fear associated with this? Fear of the unknown? Fear of the strange murders? In life it seems to be a lot about networking. I’ve found that to be both good and bad. It closes off opportunities sometimes to the detriment of all.

Truthfully, I’m not really interested in the reason beyond just trying to troubleshoot it. My business is already expanding, but this is a needed step. I can feel it deep in my gut.

I suppose I just keep the door open and keep moving forward. Believing there is a way, that it is possible, that spirit will align. If not this way then in the way it needs to manifest. I’m open to this wild adventure. Going day by day, moment by moment, breath by breath, heartbeat by heartbeat. What else is there to this?


*Too many factors to pin it on just one thing and too much brain activity to figure out why right now. Guess I haven’t made it a priority even though I have tried.

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I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

19 thoughts on “Virginia”

      1. Thanks. I haven’t been yet. Brad wants to get me out there to visit first. Guess we shall see. My best friend lives in Arlington, which I have been to, but I know those aren’t exactly close to each other. You live out that way?


      2. I live in Richmond. It is about 3 hrs away. I have been to Roanoke a lot, never to Covington.That part of the state is called The Valley. Covington is in the Allegheny Mountains.

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      3. Oh. Lol. That didn’t cross my mind. I have decided that I am not going to call myself a healer. I’m just a conduit for whatever healing wants to happen. I’m trying to connect the dots but ultimately God decides. Like I told my clients yesterday. You don’t have to believe it for it to be real but just allow space for it. I’m not in control. I’m just making space for it. Plowing the field. Too many factors at play for me to be like “it’s all me, I’m the healer”. It’s allowing space for spirit and body to connect. The body wants to be well. The spirit wants to help. I’m just there to get the party started. Lol. Or so it seems to me at least. It’s still a bit overwhelming to me. I may need a mentor.
        But yes…I was referring to kink. I do so love it.


      4. Yep. I love FetLife. I wish it were a bit more user friendly as far as finding people near you, but as it stands it’s pretty good. I love the events!


      5. Or maybe I should say spirit wants to be well and heal itself too. It’s still quite confusing how mind, spirit and body are all so very interlinked. I’m starting to think I can no longer in good conscience only work on people’s bodies. I’m in a strange new place in my life. I’m not going to stress it. One moment at a time. Working on myself here too. All a balance. Isn’t it?


      6. Well no, but why not ? There is a lot of filtering for creeps you need to do on FL, but I think you could find some serious people in that field,


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