I’ve been wanting Brad to cum and yet he surprised me today. I had a metal bulbous plug in his ass and was playing with his balls while I forced him to masturbate. I was waiting for him to get hard so I could sit on him to fulfil my own delight, when he said “I came”. Maybe because the room was dark and maybe because it was such a small amount of fluid, but mostly because he was not even half erect it caught me completely off gaurd. Not to mention I wanted that cum in or at least on me, not on his stomach as this case presented.
I wasn’t angry, but I indeed pretended to be and abused him for my own pleasure and did so until the very last minute I could before I raced home to my 5 o’clock client.
I’ve had so much fun this holiday season. I can’t even pretend to remember the last time the holidays felt so magical. It was probably the one right after my first born came to be. Having her in the world made it so beautiful.
Brad sent me this tonight. Maybe it seems cheesy to some of you but to me it was monumentally life affirming.
I was thinking of a fantasy today. Brad really wants to go back to the club and have a Domme/sub session again. He wants me to tie a string to his cock and balls and let the crowd pull on it. I think it’s a splendid idea. He also wants me to let them smack his cock. I want to take it a step farther and let anyone that wants to suck on his huge monstrosity. It would have to be a real cockslut to get it all the way down their throat. I’d love to see that happen. Hot as fuck. I just wonder how that can be made to happen and then I wonder will it be a willing female or male. Mmmmmmm such a luscious thought.
Maybe a little home party may be the place to do that, but we need to have deviant friends for that which we currently don’t. For that to happen we need to socialize more which we haven’t done much of at all. We have tried going to the Salem swingers club but they keep snubbing him. I know he can come off a bit gruff and perverse sometimes. I may need to try to reach out to them myself. I wonder how into BDSM and femdom they are, if at all. Suppose we shall see, if we ever get the chance. Lol. It’s the only club happening in Salem and that’s usually where we are as a couple.
Fantasies are great, but sometimes living them is even better.
I told him we would not have an exhibition until after we have made love…..which we still haven’t done. He really doesn’t think he’s capable and truth be told I’m probably not the best teacher. Of course, I also said that when I was training my dog and he is a very well behaved boy….. so let me not underestimate myself. We just need to keep trying and we both get so into role playing we seem to forget. Lol